How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Nine months to the day after his passing, the closing on the sale of our father's house is finally complete. You'd think we'd be glad, or at least relieved. What we are most of all is tired.

MDs

Today we managed to seize Northern the districts of New Burnell in Coleridge valley from the rebels.

It was difficult but we did it in the end, and we're not ever more closer to crushing the rebellion.

LeOkAsPEr wrote:Today we managed to seize Northern the districts of New Burnell in Coleridge valley from the rebels.

It was difficult but we did it in the end, and we're not ever more closer to crushing the rebellion.

Hope that you didn't encounter any self-serving professional house renovators. Those are the ones that need crushing first.

MDs

MakersDozn wrote:

LeOkAsPEr wrote:Today we managed to seize Northern the districts of New Burnell in Coleridge valley from the rebels.

It was difficult but we did it in the end, and we're not ever more closer to crushing the rebellion.

Hope that you didn't encounter any self-serving professional house renovators. Those are the ones that need crushing first.

MDs

I don't even know what this rebellion is about.

Something about us banning some show I think?

I don't know, I've lost track of all the rebellions, uprisings, revolts, revolutions, coups, mutinies, insurgencies, insurrections, putsches, overthrows and takeovers.

We really should do something about it all though. Last time I checked the rebels had 2% public support, that's 0.00004% more than we last checked.

Super depressed, have been eating too much because of it. We got fat really quickly. Its like we were super skinny and starving ourselves then got fat. We have never been fat before, always skinny.

I don't know what to do about the depression, I have felt it before but never this strong. Maybe it is time to deal with the sad stuff? I don't want to The more I think about it the sadder I feel. I have no deep social support, no one to talk to about serious stuff beside my therapist.

I don't want to be alone anymore. It sucks. an alter keeps fighting that urge to not be alone and talk about everything. Its okay to need somebody else its human nature.

I try to stay at school and study as long as possible, so I don't have to deal with anything.

robotfun wrote:Super depressed, have been eating too much because of it. We got fat really quickly. Its like we were super skinny and starving ourselves then got fat. We have never been fat before, always skinny.

It says in the sig male bodied. So you say you have always been super skinny and got fat very quickly. I see that as good genetics. What helps me with my depression is working out. Start lifting weight. You need weight to put on muscle so you already have a head start. Exercise also helps with depression. I sometimes feel too down to workout, but after I literally force myself and get started once I finish I feel way better. Get a gym membership at a local gym or buy some cheap weights. I can PM you some easy workouts.

Today I drove all the way down to a Lidl in Swindon and pushed a trolley around the car park for about 6 hours until I was escorted off the premises by security.

What am I doing with my life?

Today was full of confusion,thinking forward and backward on treatment,have managed to save some money but was not able to get treatment,i am anxious amd also thinks that this was not the time to get treatment,this attitude is nor helping me

Great more protests.

What I would do for a day without protests.

And of course Gazzer the rapping skateboarder.

We all knew that Lidl isn't Waitrose or Tesco's but still sells dorito-

Wait, I don't actually know if Lidl does sell doritos?

Today was important gor me,i got my first diagnosis for depression,my doc says i have derealisation and depersonalisatio in mild form,i enclosed my trauma from him thats why he dont diagnosed me with trauma related disorders,i think i want to tell to him about that weird events which is freaking to everybody