Hoping they'll see this.

by **user110867** » Mon Mar 25, 2013 1:36 am

Is it the medication that is blocking you?
Or have I done something wrong?
I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
It's getting harder to be strong.
This isn't really poetry.
Just writing that is free.
Free to express my pain.
The pain of loving too much.
The pain of needing too much.
The pain of not getting answers.
I just need a response.
I need answers from you, Dears.
You can't walk into my life and then leave me!
It doesn't work that way!
So, I've denied you...I know that is true.
I believed you to be imaginary.
But, I honestly believed this at the time.
It's not that I wanted you to not exist.
It's not like I wanted you to disappear.
I never wanted you to disappear.
I need you back.
All ten of you.
I'm lost without you.
I need you to come back.
But...you're gone.
Gone like the wind.
I'm sorry if I've angered you.
I'm sorry I took the meds.
I shouldn't have taken them.
Now I've lost you all.

We have the same issue when one of us takes the medication. It can feel like we have to yell just to communicate and sometimes we are blocked all together (depending on dose and what is taken). They aren't gone for good, your body either just needs to get use to the medication and you guys will be able to communicate again, or perhaps your doctor can find an alternative medication if this one has effects that you do not care for. Medication also can affect each alter differently so that is something to keep in mind. You may be able to communicate more easily with some, while having no access to others on the same dosage.

Best of wishes.

-- Mon Mar 25, 2013 2:15 am --

Your poem/words is/are very beautiful. It has so much emotion to it.

Hoping they'll see this.

Hoping they'll see this.

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