PinkiePie wrote:I guess he is our own personal Yoda.
Our Laura think SHE is the yoda. Self made and self pitying and independent and a CRYBABY.
Mara has shades of that too. She used to think if she censors us enough we'd just go away. She listens to Core though, but sometimes she can't hear any of us. Like I say, she is getting better at it though and this place has a lot to do with that.
PinkiePie wrote:Ooooh.. I am so worthless.. aaah... I am sorry.. I am a faker.. sorry, sorry, sorry..
facepalm, facealm facepalm. The Laura, why she being all into this forum if she thinks she's fake? Oh it's her posse Rosaschminda, but they co-think. I just didn't know whether to snicker or make a double facepalm when I read that sentence. I'm trying to comprehend... so the situation... changes, is capable of moving forward even with the waterwork gals?
Yep. Just have to take babysteps.
I mean, I make a big effort to stay calm around her. I have been for years. I have gotten the System in trouble a few times, overreacting to stuff.. but then she keeps losing it completely and there is no other way then. Still, eventually she picked up on my efforts and acknowledged. So eventually she reached a point where she could imagine working together. But then of course, she slips again.. lather.. rinse..
I mean I can feel her back there while writing every once in a while and of course she is "reality testing" again. Because
obviously we are so fecking alike she can't tell the difference.
PinkiePie wrote:This all is a bit of a shock to me. So I am all tense and I do not feel like switching. Yeah coz I am the hot shizznit. I need a bit more time around. I hope I'll be around, thanks for the talk it's really good to talk like this, and you picked up where I was all murky and eh, much appreciation towards you.
Any time
I bet she'll need a reminder of my switching in skills soon enough. It takes a while for new info about the System to stick.
Just keep pecking away at it.
PinkiePie wrote:How old are you? (Not relevant. Curious!)
The body is 30+
Age doesn't seem to stick for me, but I have been aging. I am 19 most the time, but sometimes I slip downwards and I am a little younger. I used to deal with a lot of #######5 stuff when the body was 8 (before too, but then it was really #######5) so sometimes I slip all the way down there. But I keep my smarts nowadays (if I say so myself).
Originally Mara thought I was a psychopath (as in, no conscience - thaa-anks) and then she thought I was retarded cause she couldn't think straight when I was up Front. (the compliments just kept coming LOL).
It's the denial that causes it really. She keeps deluding herself that she is thinking all these things about herself so she comes up with some really nasty $#%^. Talk about demented.
PinkiePie wrote:-- Thu Mar 21, 2013 11:37 pm --
I just had a thought. If I am, we are parts of each other. And I got so angry.
You know, Core said something about this to her when she freaked the other day.
Basically, technically yes, but also no.
You are not the Host and the Host is not you. It's just that you are both PinkiePie. And PinkiePie can only feel Whole if you all work together. So you have to learn to work together and all that, so that both of you (and all the Others) can share your collective life in the most pleasant/effective way possible.
PinkiePie wrote:Random thoughts, how they seem purposeful.
Don't get me started on false epithanies.. there have been too many of those over the years in here..
Hey, don't forget to switch your System's password back if you're gonna stick around
Or does she have her own? Because we recently started sharing passwords. Hella useful if you can stomach the occasional censorship.
Deliver us from Host doubts
.. and swedish furniture.
(Might be a dead reference this, you ever read any Palahniuk? The guy has sense IMO)
I'm Mr. Meeseeks - Look at me!
Tia freaking wrote in forums.
She's never done that before.
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