A plan-how I m dealin with the turmoil

Hi Amber. I think it's OK to be young. Just let it happen for a while. I'm (almost) sure Lesly will come back in some form, just like Fabio (but apparently Fabio is'n there now?).
Anyway, Fabio said he'd be looking for you.

I think painting is a good idea. Maybe it helps calming down.

I wish you much strength!

amber is asleep now and much calmer
I couldn t be there all the time, I needed to take care of Rosa.
Helas,she went.
Sigh.
Had a good chat with a dear dear friend tho and that meant so much.
We ll see what tomorrow brings.
This shutdown thing terrifies me but we ll see whathappens

thx for followin our story

Fabio

Still following. Thinking of you all. (safe hugs) if wanted.

thank you

chaotic
but copin