Understanding *trigger warning*

Since I learnt more about luchresha. We had a moment of understanding.

Early morning it sounded like claureshia had turned in a little english girl saying her mother will be home soon but she did have a touch of the plague. Which frightened this little girl because because her lord or something was going to make use of her when she comes of age. But if her mother was sick would probaly be locked in her house and left to d*e.
We only felt innocence but being older I knew what this innocent girl was going to probaly be used as a s*x worker or married off to a very cruel man if she didn't get the plaugue.

This triggered something else in the system. Luchresha was crieing I felt violent emotions but couldn't let the out. Then I heard her words eacho in my mind.
"nancy boy got so tired of being called a Nancy boy"
"I'm not man I'm a girl who likes men but i'm not to sure now"
"please I'm a girl I wanted to be treated like a girl"
"I know nancy boys they hide behind me I watch them get hurt but they aren't my resposibilty they have to find there own path like me"

Then I was taken back to high school a moment when a girl came up to us and said
"oh I thought you were a boy", A few other things and this unerving feeling we get from are Dad.

Me and Nel said to her we know what it feels like to be treated like a boy when you're a girl it's okay.
I could feel her body internally move out of it's curled up position. A connection grew we knew what it felt like to be eachother in one small moment. Like are walls were down for a second. -Channelle

Glad to hear you had a break through. Understanding each other is good, it means your momentum is forward.

Your inside world sounds Chaotic.Do you guys ever change it at all?

ThatPerson wrote:Your inside world sounds Chaotic.Do you guys ever change it at all?

Lately we've all become aware how big the system really is and making many changes to help areselves get things under control (a lot of the chaos has died down lately). It's been hard people are throwing memories towards us and we have to figured where and how it fits why they are here.

We recent loss of are Main admin and her return shook up the system and it's settling back into a routine.

we actually figured out who the little english girl is.

Oh? That's good. Do you want to share?

Are admins are connected or associated with elements thats in a different post though.
But this is an explaination of them.


*****Trigger warning mentions death ***************

Spirit and death

They are twins

One constanly potrays scenes before and after death.
which was the english little girl she was just a character she was you could say acting. (spirit)

The other potrays the moment of death. (Death)

We think they are the admins of the outer reaches which is always shrouded in a black mist there is no homes you just walk on black ground. Some of us reckon there is dangerous violent alts eveyonce and a while an alt will go missing or just dissapear into the mist (some scary creatures have been described). It's the everyones mission to discover everyone and everything out there so they don't have to live in the darkness and be accepted into our community.

I guess thats why spirit and death have come foward to Help us find everyone.

***end trigger***

Ah! Okay I see.

silent noise and happy sadness.
Elementals of destruction and life.