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As I slept *Trigger warning*

Postby spanky_spee » Tue Feb 26, 2013 3:13 am

In an internal There is a huge capacity the power of the human is great
The DID is considered a coping mechanism to me but I plead with you. How do I confront the system extending growing flourishing with alters.
This system is large and getting bigger we are not in survivors world anymore Or am I bleeding ignorance in not knowing how big my dear childs system is.

Here was my experience

as I slept
I let my communication rise
waves on the ocean tides of the mind
I have heard, met Many more alters
they whisper, scream trieing to speak but remain unheard
In different sections, layers
Some live in peace some live in tyranny
diffferent creatures
some of light some of dark some just from the mind of a child

Or was I dreaming all of this

But as I wake they whisper to me they echo
and haven't left my mind

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Re: As I slept *Trigger warning*

Postby tomboy24 » Wed Feb 27, 2013 1:57 am

Dreams can sometimes show things that are real, that have happened, that are happening within the system, etc.

You might have a larger system than you thought, but it's better to know more about yourself and learn more about yourself than to never be aware of parts of yourself. This is a good thing that you've possibly found more alters! It means you can work on furthering progress towards healing. :D


Your system might be so large because you may be polyfragmented.


I have no idea if this is helpful at all, but I wish you the best in figuring this out, and hope you are all doing well.


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Re: As I slept *Trigger warning*

Postby spanky_spee » Wed Feb 27, 2013 2:34 am

Thank for replying my dear I have notcied you're struggles through others reading here before I returned to 'reality' many safe hugs if wanted.

Oh yes definatley.

I'm starting to believe that we are a polyfragmented system.
It's just abit hard to adjust to. the idea since I've been here so long unaware of others who need us.
Ignorance is bliss is hardly a mantra to live by.I see especially for DID.

Thank you my dear your words do bring this old hearted mother some comfort.
good luck on your journey.

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Re: As I slept *Trigger warning*

Postby tomboy24 » Wed Feb 27, 2013 2:58 am

Thank you, hugs are definitely accepted and appreciated. :oops: :)

That's completely understandable. It's not easy to process, much like the first time a host discovers that they have DID and alters, it's hard to adjust to. Try not to blame yourself or anything, though. Remember that DID basically puts things on "hold" until one is better able or in a better place to process them, know about them, etc, including the existence of alters and such, not just memories.

Just remember that finding out more and learning more is always a good thing, because it will always help progress you further towards becoming fully healed. :D

You're very welcome, and I hope things go well for you.


-Cassandra
| Cassandra; Kat/Kataki; Rain/Riyoku; Shay/Shadow; L.C. & Luna; Ray; Cassie; Lynn |
| Prism |
| Marie; Valera; Phenix (Rebel); Dallas & Damone; Kyra; "Blank"; Bridgette; Cassidy |
| "Hannibal"; "Big Ryan"/Ryan; Keith/"Little Ryan"; Kuro |
| Hawk ; The Doctor |
| Aurora (mermaid), werewolf, silent one, black ponytail, Kichijoten, The Master |
| Maiingan |
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