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Walls Trigger warning

Postby lonelykitten » Mon Feb 25, 2013 2:15 am

I'm just curious. Is it possible for there to be a co-con alter watching life from within an internal
but still expriencing life but without interruption from other alters as if there is a wall or room you are watching from. Like a host not in control only truly aware of the life the body is leading.
a dissasociated being/alter internally.
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Re: Walls Trigger warning

Postby AliasForAFew » Mon Feb 25, 2013 2:27 am

I... think I understand what you're saying, but I want to make sure I've got this right.
From what I understand you're asking if a host can be a host without actually doing anything and instead be watching/experiencing what happens to the body without actually being the one in control?
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Re: Walls Trigger warning

Postby lonelykitten » Mon Feb 25, 2013 2:30 am

Yes! exactly.
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Re: Walls Trigger warning

Postby AliasForAFew » Mon Feb 25, 2013 2:36 am

In that case, it absolutely is. It happens to me all the time... As in I'm always "here" but I'm not actually the one doing or saying the things that are being done and said. Now, I'm not diagnosed with anything but mild depression, so take this as you will.
So I guess I change that absolutely to an "absolutely if I do indeed experience the things I experience"
Which is probably a less solid an--

Excuse me for interrupting. Yes, this is possible. DD's are very personal so all may not share exactly the same symptoms, but this sort of thing does happen in the case of Gabrielle. In fact, it is happening at this moment even if she doesn't quite believe it. :wink: A pleasure to meet you, lonelykitten, I am Vernadael Teriyn, though I may sometimes go by Eric Shepard.

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Re: Walls Trigger warning

Postby lonelykitten » Mon Feb 25, 2013 2:49 am

Thank you very much for your reply and very nice to meet you 2
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Re: Walls Trigger warning

Postby AliasForAFew » Mon Feb 25, 2013 2:54 am

You are most welcome. I'm glad we could help.
I hope it did help. ^.^;
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Re: Walls Trigger warning

Postby galaxies » Mon Feb 25, 2013 4:35 pm

Yes yes its possible :) For our family we have no host cause everybody does a little :) theres lots of us so its equal :) Anyways lots of the days theres a few of us sitting one seat behind the drivers if that makes any sense :oops: Im here now writing so Im in the drivers seat :) at same time tho my aunt Linn is watching happy to hear her music and feel the sunny day :D my aunt Lola is thinking about work stuff behind me too :) When Im not in the front Im far far back inside when Im not seeing outside but sometimes Im sitting just behind the front so Im seeing hearing and stuff what happens outside :) Like if your on a bus and you look out the most front window and see cars stoplights and stuff but your not at the steering wheel :) my aunt Ell says its sitting behind the veil but Im not sure what a veil is
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Re: Walls Trigger warning

Postby Luvmycats » Mon Feb 25, 2013 6:28 pm

AliasForAFew wrote:I... think I understand what you're saying, but I want to make sure I've got this right.
From what I understand you're asking if a host can be a host without actually doing anything and instead be watching/experiencing what happens to the body without actually being the one in control?
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Isn't that the same thing as being fully co-conscious? Or am I confused and missing something?
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Re: Walls Trigger warning

Postby AliasForAFew » Mon Feb 25, 2013 7:20 pm

Luvmycats wrote:
AliasForAFew wrote:I... think I understand what you're saying, but I want to make sure I've got this right.
From what I understand you're asking if a host can be a host without actually doing anything and instead be watching/experiencing what happens to the body without actually being the one in control?
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Isn't that the same thing as being fully co-conscious? Or am I confused and missing something?


I'm pretty sure I'm just the confused one. Yeah, I'm pretty sure that's being co-conscious. I'm not always clear on where to apply terminology. Sorry :oops:
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Re: Walls Trigger warning

Postby Luvmycats » Mon Feb 25, 2013 7:59 pm

don't be sorry!! Oh gosh- I was just trying to understand. because I feel that too and my T says it's co-consciousness. I was just trying to understand if what was written in the post is different from what I experience or if it is the same.
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