AHHH YEEEEE!

Maybe he's trying to be nicer. People change, given a reason to.You may not always know what he's feeling. Maybe he's hurting inside... Maybe he's pissed off. Ask him, Maybe he'll answer. This Is coming from an Abusive "Alter". I'm still not okay. But if you won't let him post on here, let him PM me if he wants. I'd like to be able to talk to him sometime if he ever wants to.
-Alexandr The Great

-- Wed Feb 27, 2013 5:45 pm --

I Used to be a lot more of a jerk, but only to others inside. It does make them stronger. We helped, when they needed it, even if they don't understand. Why did you deside to change?
-Alexandr The Great

ThAnKs BrO. I'Ll PoSt It FoR YoU SomE TiMe.

Holy crap, it's a feels jam. Good Job guys! This Is good. Progress.

John can talk on here. he just did. I asked him one time and he told me he was sick of me being so down in the dumps all the time, and when he talks to me i get mad and turn all that depression into hate and do something about it.

Yeah I saw that after I pressed post, but I didn't want to delete it. You're all still welcome to PM us if you would like.
-Alexandr The Great

Hi John! My alter Alice used to be very abusive to me as well. She always did it because she wanted me to be stronger too. She saw my emotions as weak and was trying to make me stand up for myself. I understand where she was coming from but it wasn't really the best method.

And hate isn't necessarily a better alternative to depression. Even it does motivate you in some way.

Hey. How are you guys today? Jude Emailed my Boyfriend today, so I'm waiting to see how he replies. He emailed him yesterday to with something and he greeted him and said it was nice to meet him, but the email today dealt with a more... Sensitive issue...*fingers Crossed*

Doing good! Trying to catch up on my studying my studying today. I only had one class today and it was at 9:30am so I have the whole day to get stuff done.

I hope it all goes well! *fingers and toes crossed* It's always a little nerve wracking when you're waiting for a reply about something sensitive.

WeLl, StIlL WaItInG...

Oh my goodness, even i'm on edge with all this anticipation. I can't imagine how you all must feel.

I'm sure it will turn out well!

MeH. HoW'S StUdYiNg?

It's slow moving lol, I've only done about an hour. I'm baking apology cookies now though because I accidentally leaned on my friend's surgery wound (he had a cancerous mass removed on his chest) and it caused him a lot of pain and it reopened a little. I just feel horrible about it and baking him cookies is the only thing I can think to do lol.