The realizations of an almost six year old's mind *Trigger *

♪YES!♪ I love to sing! And dance to! And yet she never knows why she sings random stuff. I had to stop cus Ace said So. Also! So much pain because she's the watcher. ♪Teehee♪ Thats why she'z a "Liar".

That's great that you love to sing and dance! I have many "faces"/alters that love music, and a few of them love to sing and dance too. Why did Ace say to stop? I don't think you have to stop. You at least can sing all you want to here! Why is there pain because she's the watcher? Does she not like to watch? Is it hard for her to watch? I've watched from the background before. It can be pretty hard. I even used to tell myself that I didn't remember what happened when I was watching because I didn't want to remember. But I've gotten better at watching now. And why do you say she's a "liar"? I don't think anyone's a liar, at least not that I've met yet. And I'm pretty sure that even though someone might seem like a liar, they aren't, they're only going with what they've been taught, or what they know/think to be true, or something like that, and it's not always their fault either. (Again, don't have to answer anything you don't want to).

-Cassandra

I had to stop in school and public cus Ace said there would be trouble for misbehaving. I still do it alone though! I say "Liar" cuz that'z what Alexandr callz her. I know it'z not true though. Pain becauze we embarrass her. At least us kidz and she doezn't like watching cus it makez her feel fake. She thinkz she could make it stop but then getz frustrated when she can't. She only thinkz that cuz Alexandr can immitate everyonez voice! He'z good at it. Every one else knowz it'z him though cuz he forgetz to not be so good at talking. He'z my brother. He hurtz everyone though. But not in the real world.
♪I'm probly gonna get in trouble for talking. But it'z okay. Ace and Steve will probably be able o stop him.♪

-- Tue Feb 12, 2013 6:28 pm --

*Laughz ou loud* ♪I've been talking to papa and he doezn't even know it!♪

Ah, ok. Yeah, schools and places like that can sometimes not be ok for singing stuff in. But you can do it by yourself and here all you want!

I have a couple "faces"/alters that hurt other "faces"/alters, and that can imitate voices and even act like others! It can be really hard to figure out who's who sometimes. And I can also understand the frustration! I hope she can realize soon that it's not her fault, it's not in her control, these things happen and she's not alone, and that there's explanations for these things happening (like having DID). I'm glad that at least Alexander doesn't hurt anyone in the real world though.

I hope you don't get in trouble for talking! You should be able to talk about anything you want! Especially here. This is a very very safe place. I hope Ace and Steve will indeed be able to stop him. (If you don't mind me asking, who are Ace and Steve?)


I've had "faces"/alters talking to people like my dad and the people don't know they're not talking to me, too. So you're definitely not the only one who's had that happen to them!


-Cassandra

Ace is the smart one. He knowz most of stuff.in general. He'z all logical and smart! He waz one of the first. Steve uzed to hate every one outside. He beat them up and stuff when they started pushing us around. He was alwayz the big brother. He was alwayz angry though. Now he'z not really. He'z sarcastic and stuff though. Then there'z sieya! She'z the empath. She can alwayz feel what we do. She talkz to us when we are upset and she haz a room on the side of her room! Like an extra! Oh!

Thanks for explaining all of that to me! It's very interesting to learn about and read. I know I have a few "faces"/alters that are similar to your's! Maybe I can share more about them when I'm not so fuzzy. I'm glad Steve's not always angry anymore.

-Cassandra

It used to cause so much chaos. Especially cus When Steve or Alexandr is upset the other getz worked up. Then Alexandr startz trying to punish people for being bad and stupid and Steve getz worked up. I hope you feel less fuzzy soon!

Yeah, I can see how that would cause some chaos. Thank you. I hope so too.

-Cassandra

Sleep usually helpz. You should try! Ace sayz we have to go to bed soon. But first the lit'lunz get their chocolate. I already had mine, so it'z their turn! *Dancez happily*

It's not bedtime for me yet, but I will definitely go to sleep soon. Glad you got to have chocolate and that everyone gets some! That's ok that you have to go to bed soon. Sleep is important. I hope you all have a good night.

-Cassandra