An appearance Trigger warning

The other night one of hades alters came out nell had a terriffying dejavu so she went completely blank and this alter took over it was scary he asked are friend if he could take his ribs out his thoughts were strange we could see his thoughts are hands withs claws reaching and cutting through his skin and muscle with ease.
then he flipped out and started crawling around the room but in are pile of clothing he put his head in the pile there was a war between him and hades
hades gained control changed the radio(we were listening to very triggering music) had a smoke and told are friend he was a pussy and to leave.

the other day Liela was going to threaten are freind with a knife.

and afew months ago we attacked are friends abused alter under the influence of alcohol channelle and nel were blanked out.

claureshia made a huge point to put areselves in as inpatient if things keep going like this
I'm so scared and worried if we should I mean if nel or channelle aren't here who will stop the others the dangerous ones how will we know.....

that sounds really scary. i have schizophrenia and i see scary things a lot too. I also see shadow people at night and one time it was the devil, and he told me id be among his generals of darkness. and there for a while, i believed it. Shadow people are among the scariest things for me to see in the real world. the next thing would be my dreams.

we are all so nervous we can feel the bubbles but there not rising
all the admin girls have been acting strange after the bringing together of the sections and hades alters start playing up