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Emmarella is here

Postby osiris08 » Sat Feb 02, 2013 9:53 pm

Today I am Emmarella. She is the Alter that causes the most problems for me. Although I have grown quite fond of her she gets me in to a lot of trouble. She is the one that enjoys going off and talking to random strangers, and even tries to have sleep with people I have never met. She is very dangerous and almost always lusting for a random encounter. I have the least control when I am her.
Why should I be who I am, if who I can become will be so much more interesting?
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Re: Emmarella is here

Postby lifelongthing » Sat Feb 02, 2013 10:05 pm

Welcome Emmarella :)

I'm sure you have your reasons for doing these things. I hope in time you find ways to cope and enjoy life that work for the whole of your system, but no matter what I'm glad you can post here and meet others like yourself :)
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Re: Emmarella is here

Postby osiris08 » Sat Feb 02, 2013 10:12 pm

I do them because that is what I want to do. I do them because I get exited and it makes me feel alive. And I wouldn't get myself killed. I know how to watch after myself. I am better than my former self. Because I don't let my emotions stop me from enjoying what I do. Emma is just the ditsy, dumber, innocent version of myself.
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Re: Emmarella is here

Postby lifelongthing » Sat Feb 02, 2013 10:17 pm

I understand :) I do hope you stay safe.

Nice meeting you :)
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Re: Emmarella is here

Postby osiris08 » Sat Feb 02, 2013 10:21 pm

I will start a new post with my formal introduction. Feel free to read through it.
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Re: Emmarella is here

Postby lifelongthing » Sat Feb 02, 2013 10:25 pm

Thank you, I certainly will :)
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Re: Emmarella is here

Postby osiris08 » Sat Feb 02, 2013 10:31 pm

I think it would be good for me to be able to let my Alters write what they want. I mean, I know what they do when they are "in control"(and by that I mean that I basically remain in control, I simply do as they want, but not really either. Its more like I have to do it. Like I am being controlled), but to be able to go back with a clear mind and read what they have to say would be interesting.
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Re: Emmarella is here

Postby lifelongthing » Sat Feb 02, 2013 10:33 pm

There is no reason why you can't do that if you all are comfortable :)

Any alter is welcome here :)
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Re: Emmarella is here

Postby osiris08 » Sat Feb 02, 2013 10:35 pm

I know what I'll do. I'll play minecraft. I havent logged on to my server in a few weeks.
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Re: Emmarella is here

Postby lifelongthing » Sat Feb 02, 2013 10:39 pm

That sounds nice :) Have fun :)
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