What Can Find Good About Today ?

I'm happy because I get a relaxing day of tv, reading, and the Internet.

And methinks I'm going to surprise the littles by playing Bolt for them.

That's great! If you do play Bolt, I hope they like it. I know I like it, and I love the hamster in it.


~Phenix

If I haven't already messed it up with the times, we're going to go get our prescriptions today that will hopefully help our costochondritis that we have (happens when a rib or the cartilage that connects to the rib/sternum gets inflamed and swollen, and it's painful, but not serious, especially as long as you get it checked out/treated like we did yesterday). So hopefully we'll soon be on our way to recovery! (We've been keeping an eye on it for 2 weeks now because we thought it was just a pulled muscle or something. It'll be nice to feel normal again and not have this annoyance or any movement restrictions!).


-Cassandra

That's great, Cassandra!

I'm happy, cause I got weighed today. I was expecting 220 or something, but I'm actually 203.5! Makes me feel like I really can reach our goal weight. (Well, Rachelle wants to be skinnier than me, but I think she'll be happy just fitting into our old clothes.)

That's awesome, Jo! I'm sure you are plenty able to reach your goal weight, and good luck with that!

Today seems pretty dreary so far, but I'm trying to find the good in it, and I was able to find something. Although my meds make my stomach hurt for a bit, they at least don't make me nauseous, and even though the pads for pain were expensive, they work very well and I was able to sleep a bit better last night (I think things were going on inside, but at least my ribs weren't bugging me).


-Cassandra

Because Shay asked me to...

Yesterday after months of loss of service to half the house, many anxiety attacks, paranoia about... well bad things about techs... a tech finally came out and fixed all our problems here. All of them. Service to the full house again, internet not lagging anymore, etc. This is good in the "not everyone is like how others have treated you in the past" way. And he was talkative. We talked the whole time about what, why, how. Of course I talk to overcome sociophobia, but...

A new friend suffering separation anxiety, I offered her all the help I can last night and this morning. Because of... things, I can't offer her my phone number so she can talk to me in an emergency, which I have done for others before, but I've done everything else but that.

I've been getting up early again (you have no idea how much I love sun rises after five years working overnights and always thinking/daydreaming about vampires and the sun), and this means my day does not feel rushed, frantic, and lost cause. I get to enjoy the quiet of the morning, the quiet in my head. Afternoons are anxiety hell for me, so...

And I reposted a story i wrote last year on dA for friends there to help me edit, flesh-out, and expand things in it. IE, people that know more than I do on the topic in the story.

Oh...

I made a new friend this morning. All because I told someone how beautiful something they had was (this is something PROFOUNDLY difficult for me, complementing). Since it online, I don't know if it was a she or he, but still... beauty is beauty >_>

I hope I didn't go overboard in my first post, Shay >_>

All of those were awesome things, remusmdh! Sometimes even the little things can turn into big things.

So for me today, I'm honestly having trouble thinking of a good thing. I'm severe depressed and am switching a bunch.

So, I'm going with my default that I always do: my cat, Rian. He is amazing with me. He even likes to be around my animal alters and doesn't mind them picking him up by the scruff of his neck. He's amazing, the sweetest and funniest little kitty (lol, little, he's actually huge) in the world in my opinion.

wronglesson wrote:All of those were awesome things, remusmdh! Sometimes even the little things can turn into big things.

So for me today, I'm honestly having trouble thinking of a good thing. I'm severe depressed and am switching a bunch.

So, I'm going with my default that I always do: my cat, Rian. He is amazing with me. He even likes to be around my animal alters and doesn't mind them picking him up by the scruff of his neck. He's amazing, the sweetest and funniest little kitty (lol, little, he's actually huge) in the world in my opinion.

I miss my Teddy Bear. He used to put on this little show of adorableness trying to distract me from my moods. All he ever wanted in return was taken out in the middle of the night, in the rain, and cold. *cough* I mean, love >_> BTW, I'd stand out in freezing rain if I meant seeing my little Teddy Bear again. I miss him so. *crying now* He was the only thing I ever loved like my son. Son used to call him big brother because of the order they were born in. A bittersweet memories. Pain of loss, with lots and lots of good. Years of good.

I'm sorry about your loss. I know the feeling, I miss my Eboney kitty so much, she understood my moods. When I'd cry she'd run over and start licking my face to calm me down.

Loss is terrible, but there are always those good memories. Where you can just sit back and remember those wonderful moments that make you smile.

today has been horrible and miserable and bad bad bad bad and i want it to be over. but rain told me to try and post on here to try and help me see that even with all the bad thre's sumthing good.

so here's the only thing i found: i got to have bagel bites today for lunch, and i don't getta eat bagel bites that much.


-cassie