by Johnny-Jack » Tue Jan 22, 2013 12:39 am
Yes, it's happened when two of us get accidentally blended, which for us means sort of glued together for a period of time. Have you done an inventory to see which alters are there and which have accents?
My getting stuck halfway between my and Jack's accent one night was scary because the accent was way too outrageous and I had to work the next day. Fortunately, we separated after an hour or two and things went back to normal. Other alters haven't much cared getting stuck/blended with him because the job and reputation weren't involved. In fact, they had fun with it.
Is it possible than someone else is in front even though you still feel like you're in control? Jonathan has taken over many times where I feel like I'm out front but I'm not. Even he doesn't realize it's him, not me. Fortunately he has no accent, though his speaking is more formal than mine. So if he were to end up talking a lot, we might eventually notice. It's a sort of mode he goes into -- like his own different ego state -- that has special characteristics, including making very generic choices and not thinking of himself. If it was ever a conscious mode for him, it isn't now.
I also have a thing where I slip or switch into a British accent when I'm reading aloud because I'm finding it hard to concentrate reading silently. I might start with my own American accent but it will switch to English and I then distinctly feel that I'm being read to, not reading, though I feel like I'm in front! I think it's somehow connected to Charles, though he's only five. Communicating with him has been too triggering for him and our system, so I can't ask questions the way I would of someone else. When I started asking myself (on this board) why the accent change happens for reading and why I generally refer to it as "switching" to that accent, I became aware of his presence shortly afterwards. So he and the reading accent seem linked though I can't imagine quite how. My grandparents were English so it's somehow connected. But Charles' accent and the reading accent isn't theirs as far as I know. There are a lot of things in my system I still haven't figured out.
Hopefully you'll figure it out soon. Does the British accent feel unforced, rather natural? If so, it might indicate an alter, just a guess.
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