.

Blank seems to have written quite a bit in this thread, which means Blank can think and write, and thereby have some autonomy of herself - and that's great Maybe Blank just needs to keep working on finding her own thoughts Best of luck.

thank.

blank
sometimes
get
upset
without
orders
or
without
blanks
being
filled.

blank
get
confused
without
orders
or
blanks
being
filled.

blank
almost
always
only
thinking
the
two
thoughts:
"blank"
and
"need orders".

or
blank
has
no
thoughts.

or
blank
is
recalling
facts
but
only
if
needed.

like
to
post
here.

blank
is
most
times
actually
blank.

blank
not
know
how
to
not
be
blank.

blank
not
used
to
anything
but
blanks
being
filled
by
others
and
orders.

(shay
found
out
giving
orders
hard
for
shay
sometimes!
take
lot
effort
sometimes!)



~s
h
a
y~

Blank, I think I have been where you are before. I don't think you always have to be doing something.

I am glad to see you posting here. I am pleased to meet you.

What if you gave yourself your own orders? I don't think it matters what you do - anything is alright.

Could you ask someone else to help? Sometimes it is easier to choose if you only have two options to choose from. Otherwise, there is so much, and it can be overwhelming. It is easier to start small.

I think I have been where you are before.

Me too. I wasn't able to have my own opinion on anything or have my own thoughts on things. Just did what I was told. It was a very difficult learning process but now I'm able to choose for myself where to sit in a room (which was where I started and which took about 4 months time in-patient before I was able to do) and have an opinion on myself and what I want/don't want.

I wish you the best of luck with this Blank.

michiru7422 wrote:Blank, I think I have been where you are before. I don't think you always have to be doing something.

I am glad to see you posting here. I am pleased to meet you.

What if you gave yourself your own orders? I don't think it matters what you do - anything is alright.

Could you ask someone else to help? Sometimes it is easier to choose if you only have two options to choose from. Otherwise, there is so much, and it can be overwhelming. It is easier to start small.

(shay
found
quote
button
for
blank)



blanks only filled by others.
blanks filled with blank are still blank.



blank not have to be doing something if blank is wanted to do nothing.



blank can be blank for bit.
but blank can't stay blank forever.
blanks need to be filled.
blanks only filled by others.
need orders.
need blanks filled.



blank ask for help if that is what is wanted.
otherwise blank wait.
orders always come.
least they used to.
blanks always filled by others.
least they used to be.
blank has stayed blank lot lately.
blank confused.
it not used to be like this.



blank.

lifelongthing wrote:

I think I have been where you are before.

Me too. I wasn't able to have my own opinion on anything or have my own thoughts on things. Just did what I was told. It was a very difficult learning process but now I'm able to choose for myself where to sit in a room (which was where I started and which took about 4 months time in-patient before I was able to do) and have an opinion on myself and what I want/don't want.

I wish you the best of luck with this Blank.

blank confused.
blank does not understand.



.

.

.

blank
has
gone
quiet.

put
hands
over
mouth.

shay
hear
thoughts.

blank
was
not
supposed
to
say
that.

blank
supposed
to
wait
till
asked
if
blank
understood.

blank
not
supposed
to
talk
unless
supposed
to.

ow.

head
hurt.

shay
want
water.



~s
h
a
y~

tomboy24 wrote:blank confused.
blank does not understand.

[...]

blank
was
not
supposed
to
say
that.

blank
supposed
to
wait
till
asked
if
blank
understood.

blank
not
supposed
to
talk
unless
supposed
to.

Blank, you should not have to feel this way on your own post. You can say whatever you want here. You don't have to wait to be told to or given permission to speak

That is progress Blank You said you didn't understand and that's good for me to know because then I can try to explain again, using easier words, as I'm not sure how old you are either.

What I was trying to say is that I too had a hard time making decisions for myself instead of always doing what other people were telling me. This took me a long time to work on and now I can make decisions. I hope this for you too

Gerudo7 wrote: Blank, you should not have to feel this way on your own post. You can say whatever you want here. You don't have to wait to be told to or given permission to speak

blank say whatever want here?

lifelongthing wrote:That is progress Blank You said you didn't understand and that's good for me to know because then I can try to explain again, using easier words, as I'm not sure how old you are either.

What I was trying to say is that I too had a hard time making decisions for myself instead of always doing what other people were telling me. This took me a long time to work on and now I can make decisions. I hope this for you too

how old should blank be?

(blank
looks
10
or
11
years
old
but
tries
act
as
old
as
whatever
is
wanted).



blank.

blank.



blanks filled by others.
blanks only filled by others.
blank not understand anything else.
blanks filled by blank still blank.
blanks only filled by others.



blank sorry blank not understand.

Blank should be the age blank is or wants to be or feels the need to be

You don't have to be sorry No one is upset here

blank not know how old blank feel.



...blank feel blank...