First time I can remember this happening!! Trigger warning

Okay I was at my friends...

My main admin Claureshia came out (which confused me she is rarley out and that's usually when we are intoxicated)She had dinner but she wasn't really talkative. after she ate charlie switched out to eat the rest of the meal at this point of time I couldn't switch since I lost my temper and everyone else was blocking me(from a previous event).
but the next thing shocked me. I felt a force it felt like a rhino ramming it's way through I could feel it Charlie Claureshia Me Barry all swithed out for less then a second.
Panic fear shock.
my friend spotted who ever was out go into shock. I was frustrated I couldn't switch out he was worried I could only managed a word or a shake of the head. But I forget he has DID and he goes through similar things and would be gentle.
But this person wasn't talking the tv moved(adjusting to sight)
I tried to push my way back shove them aside(because I knew they were scared and I needed control) but I couldn't this alter was just sitting there like a statue staring at the show is was watching (the L word) But I felt she(I got the female vibe around then) was staring at the screen because she knew I liked the show and didn't want to miss anything.
But still then my attempts at forcing her away didn't work. So I stopped and told if you aren't ready to talk please leave. It took a bit but she left.


I'm just freaked at this event she was more scared than all of us...
I hope she comes back we want to meet her.
but feel like I handled it all wrong somehow.