by Johnny-Jack » Sun Jan 13, 2013 4:38 am
Alters don't have to have ever fronted to be considered alters. I have at least one, Marc-Dominic, who arrived at age 12 as internal only as far as we can tell. He came into being as my advisor, a sophisticated adult who prevented me from feeling intimidated by powerful or wealthy people, something he did successfully whenever such a situation arose. I described it well before I knew it was an alter's influence as being infused with self-confidence, belonging, equal to anyone. Not that I travel in those circles but my father was a politician when I was a kid so sometimes then. Later, I lived in NYC for a decade and saw or met some rich or famous people and my reaction was always "meh" due to his influence.
I've made him step up front many times since he announced himself a year and a half ago. He's rather arrogant himself, entitled really, so I believe that was needed to counteract my feelings of inadequacy or the fear of making a fool of myself or something. It used to be jarring for me to have such opposites in the body like Marc and Jack, or Jonathan and Quato, but I came to see that's just part of being DID.
I've read biographies of people with alters who were purely internal. An alter of the author of A Fractured Mind was active only on the inside until well into adulthood, when he came out and took over as host. He described this alter's role as a "recessive personality" (quotes included) though I've never encountered that term elsewhere.
Dx = DID. My blog. My personal Periodic Table of 78 alters.
Ab Ad Al Am An Ar As Ba Be Br Ca Cb Ch Cl Cm Cn Co Cp Ct Cu Cv D Eb Ed Er Es F Fl Ga Gd Go Gr Gw He Hk Hs Ht I J Jh Jk Jn Jy Ke Ki Kn Ky Li Lu Md Mi Mt Mx Mz Ne Ni O Pe Pi Q Ra Rd Ry Sc Se Sh Sk Sx Tk Ty U V Wa Wi X Y Ze Zn
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