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apathy and voices(trigger warning)

Postby riddle » Thu Jan 03, 2013 6:20 pm

hi everyone, i've got a few questions again...
right now i'm back in therapy, my therapist thinks i'm complex, and we're still working towards
a diagnosis. She found some of my old diagnoses through other doctos, i've apparantly been diagnosed with atypical depression, bipolar,"semi adhd", paranoid personal disorder, high anxiety and depression, social anxiety..hmm..that's about what i remember. I don't remember getting some of these these diagnoses though. (could be they never told me straight out)
i go through periods of apathy, i have a hard time functioning, and when i'm in this state the voices in my head are much more quiet. is this normal for people with did to hear less voices when they're apathetic, or are the voices always there...?
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Re: apathy and voices(trigger warning)

Postby spanky_spee » Fri Jan 04, 2013 4:45 am

riddle wrote:i go through periods of apathy, i have a hard time functioning, and when i'm in this state the voices in my head are much more quiet. is this normal for people with did to hear less voices when they're apathetic


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Re: apathy and voices(trigger warning)

Postby lifelongthing » Fri Jan 04, 2013 5:06 am

Yup, here too.. Get too apathetic and it all just kinda slows down. Doesn't happen very often to us though, thankfully. Hope you feel better soon :)
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Re: apathy and voices(trigger warning)

Postby tomboy24 » Fri Jan 04, 2013 6:22 am

Yes! Any time I'm feeling apathetic, or feel down about being "stuck", or feel like I'm not getting anywhere, or something like that, things quiet down a lot. It's kinda like it spreads like a cold or something, too. 'Cause things will quiet down gradually, as if one by one everyone inside gets hit with what I'm feeling and stops caring as well or something.


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Re: apathy and voices(trigger warning)

Postby oaktree » Fri Jan 04, 2013 3:04 pm

Strange... for me it's exactly the opposite. Apathy causes more voices. But I think that is because I'm more 'inside' (and thus nearer to the 'voices'?). Maybe it's not really apathy but rather dissociation. To the outside it's apathy.
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Re: apathy and voices(trigger warning)

Postby dianezz » Fri Jan 04, 2013 3:37 pm

tomboy24 wrote:Yes! Any time I'm feeling apathetic, or feel down about being "stuck", or feel like I'm not getting anywhere, or something like that, things quiet down a lot. It's kinda like it spreads like a cold or something, too. 'Cause things will quiet down gradually, as if one by one everyone inside gets hit with what I'm feeling and stops caring as well or something.


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