I know this sounds weird.
but this is what my admin explained to me the other day.
We have what we call the four pillars of personality.
with
the guardians
the mansion
the horror section
and the for-front
they have a ball of kind integrated personality
the guardians have a scepter
the for-front the stars
mansion a giant ball in an underground chamber
and the other I'm not to sure since the horror section is now apart of the mansion
she also explained when an alter dies or is put to sleep they integrate into one of these balls.
So I'm just thinking is my mind sort naturally integrating in smalls ways? it's just strange
she also explained the final phase four main personality types will integrate but eventually we'll just be four but may never be one.