Anger beyond belief (may trigger you)

I am fuming mad right now - I have been stalked for years by people from the cult, going as far as them screwi up our medical documents and allowing us to suffer during sickness. We have been sick for two years and in severe pain in our left rib cage for five months now. They do tests but nothing shows upso they refuse to give us pain medicine even though we are in deathly pain. Now, they are hiding our medical records and not allowing to get help. We are in agony and can't get help because of our"name" meaning those who stalk us. My parents are trying super hard to get us an appointment but now the doctors aren't letting us get an appointment out of town until APRIL!!! WITHOUT PAIN MEDICINE! What? We are supposed to suffer for the next four (plus) months? RIDCIULOUS!!!!!!! I'm so fuming mad!!!! Why make us pain and hurt and not help us we no wanna hurt bad our host in pain n we sufer with her:( bad bad doctors mean mean people I sad.



- Clarke and Toula (three)

That is really bad. They should at least try it. Can you get other pain medicines without prescription?

sacred_unspoken wrote:They do tests but nothing shows up

Have you thought about somatic illness? Body memories? Medicines usually don't work against them so that's why they should at least try whether they work. Somatic illness seems to be a body illness but the cause can't be found, the source lies in traumatic experiences.

It's pretty rare for me and not really bothersome but I have something that I thought might also be somatic. It's in my left or right rib cage (or both) and gives difficulty breathing (because the pain gets very strong then!). I have this a long time already and usually pops up when I'm tired and/or stressed. Relaxing, sitting/lying/standing in a good way and slow concentrated breathing helps - now I think of it, these are grounding techniques. So maybe it are just the grounding techniques that help (which is also a sign it's somatic).

No, these aren't body memories. It has been constant for two years and I have physical symptoms on my body (rashes, lumps, etc) nd nothing I do makes it any better. When I have body memories, it comes and goes. This has been constant fr years. :-/ the doctor finally gave me a prescription but it was like pulling teeth (been complaining to him for 2 yrs)

Do you have a prescription? Good to hear that!

Ok, well, then they aren't somatic. I hope you'll find out what causes the pain so it can be helped.

I wasn't going to, my doctor was putting a fuss up but about two hours after I posted this, he called and said he would (finally). Thank you

I be glad they gave you some medicine. I know Jo has body pain like crazy for no apparent reason, so they finally put her on a nerve pain medication. Be makin' us pop out like crazy.

I am d@mn sad to be hearin' about this *trigger** cult *end trigger*. Have you tried legally changin' your name, or have you already done that? Ain't got much advice there, just stay strong. You're a stronger person now then when they had a hold of you. Always be rememberin' that.

- Michael

wronglesson wrote:I be glad they gave you some medicine. I know Jo has body pain like crazy for no apparent reason, so they finally put her on a nerve pain medication. Be makin' us pop out like crazy.

I am d@mn sad to be hearin' about this *trigger** cult *end trigger*. Have you tried legally changin' your name, or have you already done that? Ain't got much advice there, just stay strong. You're a stronger person now then when they had a hold of you. Always be rememberin' that.

- Michael

Thank you, Michael we haven't legally changed our name yet but we do go by a different name on every level except medically and when we have to use our ID card. Ty for caring what is wrong with her? Fibro?

sacred_unspoken wrote:

wronglesson wrote:I be glad they gave you some medicine. I know Jo has body pain like crazy for no apparent reason, so they finally put her on a nerve pain medication. Be makin' us pop out like crazy.

I am d@mn sad to be hearin' about this *trigger** cult *end trigger*. Have you tried legally changin' your name, or have you already done that? Ain't got much advice there, just stay strong. You're a stronger person now then when they had a hold of you. Always be rememberin' that.

- Michael

Thank you, Michael we haven't legally changed our name yet but we do go by a different name on every level except medically and when we have to use our ID card. Ty for caring what is wrong with her? Fibro?

I have something close-but-maybe-not-quite to Fibromyaglia. I don't have to take the nerve pain meds everyday, but I do when I have a "pain flare", which is intense pain all over my body that makes it nearly impossible to touch something or move. I haven't been officially diagnosed, though, that's why I say close to Fibromyaglia.

Awwww, I am sorry. Is the pain still bad?