All of us

Hi, our post may contain triggers and sensitive material, especially to the SRA survivor so BE WARNED TRIGGER....


We are new here, there are over 700 of us but only about 300 have come out to talk yet. We are survivors of governmental and ritualistic abuse.its hard for us, our alternate core/the body's age is only 22 nd we have very little people who understand us. We will share our abuse stories in a later post but for now, I wanted to introduce you me. I am a protector named Sacred I endured some of the worse abuse. I was six but have taken on an "ageless" persona.

Most of our abuse happened at school, as our principals were both s.a.t.a.nists and the one would take us to governmental facilities, r.pe us, and make us do bad things :/ some high level gov. Officials abused us anyhow, it's hard to function a lot... To explain what it's like to others so I wanted to connect with some people here. I had some friends on other networks that were multiple but they stopped talking to us and we would like to meet others.

-with safe hugs and safe love

Sacred

Welcome here

This is a very understanding place and if I remember correctly there are at least 3 others here who have been through SRA. I'm so sorry for what you've gone through.

I hope you continue coming on here if you feel it helps. People are very friendly and supportive here.

I wish you the very best.

Hello and welcome! I'm sorry for the things you've experience, but I'm glad you're still around and have found this little safe, supportive, and understanding internet cloud. Feel free to post anything you're comfortable with, from questions to rants.

Here's a thread that might be helpful to you. It contains resource websites and other threads from this site that are organized into categories and discuss communication, troubles, experiences, alters/systems, and much more.
DDNOS/DID Resources: http://www.psychforums.com/dissociative-identity/topic100829.html (Just so you know and don't miss them, there's updates on the 2nd page).


Hope you find this place helpful!


~The Hawk

We are fairly new here as well, but everyone - from our protector to our little ones - has found a safe haven here. I be sorry you went through such things but we'll listen here.

Welcome, and if you lean that way, may the Lord bless you. Otherwise feel free to ignore that, I know not everyone be believin' like that, not even our host.

I do be hatin' to hear of little ones hurt. If you have any little ones, I know ours have found great refuge in the littles thread: dissociative-identity/topic94337.html

- Michael

I am very sorry for what you all have been through. It's awful how f*cked up people are, and what you talk about here hits home. Linn always says that when abusers pervert religion, it plants a dark seed deep within the soul and how there is a lot of psychic pain with it, too. You aren't alone. Our bunch of selves had a cult upbringing. I'm not supposed to call it that, a cult, but that's what it was. And we have a multiple within a multiple, Ell or the Ells, who lived and endured and loved it, and they are sort of poisoned by it, but little by little they are seeing it's not like, the only way. Soo yeah welcome to the forum, you'll probably like it here, I hope. Take care.

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It is thought by the Warship Queen and my Linn that one day I might be bilingual in the way of the Light. Not so, at this time. The dark and the fire, the lust and the knife, these are my language, the songs of the priestess and consort and queen. I now can not blind myself to the world beyond the waterfall, and I see that some smoke and mirrors were set before me on the altar by my beloved, but some was true. I see Light, and I step but I do not step. I will never tame nor want peace for myself or my kin behind the gate, but should you want this, I hope you find it. You are brave to speak openly.
Ell

Hy lovely people


Trigger...


Thanks for welcoming us. It is hard indeed to deal with everything sometimes. I am glad to find this page, I am Clarke, the main protector. I am sorry what you all went through, indeed. That must be horrendous:( we are all survivors, though. I am glad to meet other systems.

To whomever wrote about the Lord, our system is completely Christian in fact, our alternate core is a minister and we minister with her, so yes we go that way. To galaxies, I am so sorry that this happened to you, too. I understand why you can't say it's a cult, it's cause they try to keep parts linked into them... Crazy stuff. If you want to talk, we are here for you.