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by **lifelongthing** » Tue Dec 18, 2012 4:37 pm

**trigger warning**

Christmas was supposed to be nice this year and we did so much to make it nice but it isn't nice and it's not going to be nice and it's just never nice :cry:

why can't things ever be nice for long at a time :cry:

I'm tired and I'm sad, very sad

It wasn't supposed to be like this and I just want my grandma stuffed bunny and lay under the covers and do nothing :cry:

Everything is just sad :cry:

I'm sorry for writing here but I don't have friends elsewhere much

Anastasia (5 years old)

Goes and sits wif ana ....is okays memeber i was sads to change is yuckys buts we hasta bees happys where us is and we is specials coz we gots lottsa peoples wif us and my big ones them says not everyone does

sides christmas is about family and not really the pressys even thoughs they is nice even da decorations dont means nuffin but you do has friends heres likes me and lots others it cans bees sad lots ans i knows it can sseems awfuls sumtimes but we hasta hangs ons to whats we gots dats good

Tara

by **lifelongthing** » Tue Dec 18, 2012 7:15 pm

Thank you both.

I'm sad about lots of things and I can't write about all of it on the internet but it made me very very sad

I went under the covers with the bunny like I wanted to and we listened to a very nice song lots of us liked and I cried quietly lots and lots and talked a bit to the polar bear (another alter) while I was out. Then I talked to the SO a bit while we eated dinner and lit candles while we sang a bit and watched a tv recording of a documentary about sloth bears cause I love love love bears but I was still very sad so I made a drawing but still was very very sad. Then Eliesa came out and talked to the SO and that helped a bit so now I feel a little better. Thank you for the hugs :oops:

((safe hugs)) back if wanted.

Thanks lots and lots Tara. I remember you was sad too. I hope you feel better now. We are special. I have Lin and the polar bear and everyone else too and that's very nice. Christmas is about family but we have no good family

We are our own family and the SO too of course and that's a good family though. I just get so scared :cry:

Christmas is awful sometimes

We're trying to make happy memories this Christmas but it's not so easy and there's lots of bad memories instead happening. Sometimes it's good though and that's important too. Thank you. It helped to see you write. Thank you for saying I have friends top :oops:

And thank you for sitting with me that helped lots.

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