Fun: You know you're DID when..

Lol TH.

Like the other day my roomie caught me playing with the finger puppets I bought for my littles. I lied at first about why I'd bought them, but later decided to be honest and came out to her regarding my DDNOS.

when you donate old games and toys and give them to a single mom who ...
asks you about your kids cause of course you must have kids with all these toys...
but by now the body is of an age where i can smile and say "yes, my youngest is 5 and she has a lot of energy"

birdsong87 wrote:gosh, L once got angry with me because we wear the exact same make-up every day but it looks better on me...

Hate using a mirror, face changes. Rob has to do Makeup for me, not that it is at all noticeable but still it feels nice. At least he stopped putting eyeliner inside the eyelash line.

Their first diagnoses uncharted territory that they gangstalking all members of the community, so that I"m left with no choice but to out it in most cases. Act like you been there totally slave it . I take my book every where I go it has gotten that bad, the incumbent called it security blanket.


When you forget gangstalking is pravelent and the store clerk is social security in case I need someone else validate it for a hearing or something when the next report comes around! They hide one dollar to see if I'm counting with them totally strangers they don't know anything.

... when you are watching an horror movie but you can't be caught by the film because they started to go into a weird thing, half-paranomal half-DID, with a little girl who can heard a ghost voice in her head and the ghost can talk through her mouth with a different voice. And make things like a chair fly.
And you stop watching after they start talking about multiple personnality.

Conjuring 2? It was ok.

written notations really get me. i am generally always co-present with my system, but i find notes in spots that nobody else has access to and, while knowing 100% that my body wrote them, i have No recollection. on a good note, they have always been good/applicable things and have not gone against our core beliefs, actions, etc, and that is a huge relief. it's a fear that we have; that we will say or write/draw something that is offensive to us and to others, but we seem to be not doing that, which is good.

we have an other-bodied person in our life who is very attuned to this, and they can mention when it seems (through online interaction or behavior on our part) when we are having an 'off' or 'bad/otherwise aggrevated' time. it's helpful to us, since sometimes we don't even realize/see it; this other-bodied person is very, very helpful in that regard, and it sort of 'wakes us up' and causes us to figure out what irritated or bothered us throughout the day, and deal with it.

since my old manner of 'dealing with that' would have been to ignore it and passive-aggressively act-out, this is pretty indespensible with living better and not doing that right now. we have an alter who is great at figuring things out and finding out why, but sometimes that other-bodied person bringing it to our attention that we are acting-out is necessary for that to happen; they are very close to us/attuned to us, if not always physically with us, and a great help. also not open to any other-bodied in-person people in the same manner, so even more so.

when you dedicated a song to one of your alters... and they really like the song and start crying with the body and you're like "don't mention it"

awwww elemenopea I know, I love that. (ahh someone is tearing up a bit from me saying that...)

The other night I went to a bar to do a very secret mystery shopping job thingy, and the guy at the door asked me if I had companion. I said "Just me" and LOL'ed when I'd gone past him.
Like "yaknow you just let in a bunch of minors, an animal, and also some adults for the price of one...but they won't take up any room and I'm watching them über closely" haha.

I am thinking of going to a disco and letting the littles dance. Everyone else in there will be too drunk to pay attention anyway.

I came home from work and there was a funky envelope in the mail box.... DVD from Ebay! cool

get upstairs and there is a package outside the door. Book from Amazon! Heya

I think the only time I don't mind the memory is when I'm like..."yay! suprise presents!"