Rioting & rebel! in a positive way

by **Adameil** » Thu Nov 29, 2012 9:25 pm

***triggering****

Let's start a riot and break the f**ng chains our abusers have locked us into!!! :lol:

So that's the story behind. I just made a discovery that numerous parts have been "teached" to ALWAYS ASK A PERMISSION from the "godly creatures" (aka. abusers/"adult" people) and doing something without a permission was almost always a punishable deed.

*triggerish*
Yeah right... We did riot f**en lot!!! Didn't get caught.

Had our fun when the cats were away from the table. F**d in the heat of the night with each other and loved each other. Ate whatever we wanted, spoke whoever we wanted. We f**ng ROCKED THE FREEDOM WE HAD!!! XD
*end triggerish*

So does this ring a bell? Anyone with similar experiences? This f**en "ask-always-permission-trauma" has f**ed up many of our parts' minds so f**en badly... T_T We just found out about it and no we'll do something to STOP IT!!!!!!!!!!!! :lol:

Gosh...you can't live under the knife ALL THE TIME! :shock:

That's not life man...it's a f**en PRISON B*TCH!!!!!!!! :evil:

*INCLUDES TRIGGERS*
I want to dooooo something so BAD...!!!!! T_T F*K... But permissions, permissions...F**K THEM!!!!!!!!!! F**K PERMISSIONS!!! I NEED NO PERMISSIONS TO F**K MY WAY WHATEVER I WANT TO!!!!! :twisted:

I talk about s*x you know?

I have f**en NEEDS MAN!!!!! :evil:

GOSH!!! Can't even touch myself without someone kicking the bells... T_T And NO: I'm not going around town f**ng people and myself - this is not about that. This is about healthy sexuality surfacing. F**en need it to LIVE MAN!!!

Let me out Boss...I want to f**k you...

<3

Maybe this conversation should be moved somewhere else! XD :shock:

AdamMZ wrote:Was that directed to us? We will write whatever we f**ng want unless it's CLEARLY insulting someone! We are dealing with f**ng tough r*pe traumas here!!! It IS going to be TOUGH TO READ!!! So please: just for your own safety: don't read if you know it will trigger you. I don't want to hurt anyone - that is NEVER our intention. But we are humans and will make mistakes with adding warnings and such. But I will NEVER CENSOR my text if it helps us to heal. T_T

No one in here forces you to read posts in here.

*Edited by admin*
-Jake
Jake, you shouldn't do that.(What? I was joking.

)
Anyway, yeah, we'll like be careful when reading stuff.
-Racheal

by **Adameil** » Sat Dec 01, 2012 11:04 pm

AdamMZ wrote:
AdamMZ wrote:Was that directed to us? We will write whatever we f**ng want unless it's CLEARLY insulting someone! We are dealing with f**ng tough r*pe traumas here!!! It IS going to be TOUGH TO READ!!! So please: just for your own safety: don't read if you know it will trigger you. I don't want to hurt anyone - that is NEVER our intention. But we are humans and will make mistakes with adding warnings and such. But I will NEVER CENSOR my text if it helps us to heal. T_T

No one in here forces you to read posts in here.

*Edited by admin*
-Jake
Jake, you shouldn't do that.(What? I was joking. )
Anyway, yeah, we'll like be careful when reading stuff.
-Racheal

*Edited by admin* I AM TRYING TO COPE AND HEAL FROM TORTURE AND YOU COME HERE THROWING INTERNET MEMES!!?????????? *Edited by admin*

We all have been treated badly but that doesn't mean that you can go around pissing off people like that!!!!!!!!!! Even if I have been treated like sh*t in the past and have very tough time keeping anger/frustration inside - I DON'T GO AROUND MAKING PEOPLE FEEL THAT THEY'RE JUST WORTHLESS PIECES OF SH*T!!!!!!!

YOU'RE INVALIDATING OUR FEELINGS AND PAST EXPERIENCES!!!!!!

LEAVE NOW!!!!!!!!!!! :evil:

by **wronglesson** » Sat Dec 01, 2012 11:26 pm

Don't be wantin' to get involved in the argument above. Just wantin' to say about the original post, if you gotta rebel you gotta rebel, so long as you pick a safe way to do it. I've actually been thinking about this myself with our little ones, sooner or later they're going to want to rebel too. Barbara already is, but in a bad way of eatin' then throwin' up.

The trauma ya'll went through is very real and very serious. Most of us got the "always ask permission" sh!t too. It ain't fun. So you go right on a rebel! But it might be a good idea to have someone to be leanin' on while you do it. Just a suggestion! Not meanin' much by it. I don't want to be causin' a ruckus, but like I said I worry about our own little ones with this. Don't rightly know ya'll's age, but I'm sure you're younger then me so I'm gonna worry a bit.

- Michael

by **AdamMZ** » Sat Dec 01, 2012 11:31 pm

Adameil wrote:*Edited by admin* I AM TRYING TO COPE AND HEAL FROM TORTURE AND YOU COME HERE THROWING INTERNET MEMES!!?????????? *Edited by admin*

We all have been treated badly but that doesn't mean that you can go around pissing off people like that!!!!!!!!!! Even if I have been treated like sh*t in the past and have very tough time keeping anger/frustration inside - I DON'T GO AROUND MAKING PEOPLE FEEL THAT THEY'RE JUST WORTHLESS PIECES OF SH*T!!!!!!!

YOU'RE INVALIDATING OUR FEELINGS AND PAST EXPERIENCES!!!!!!

LEAVE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!

See Jake? Look what have you done?
*mumble* some people are so sensitive *mumble*
Yeah, sometimes he's mean. We're so sorry.

(Jake!)
Yeah. :roll:

We're sorry.

by **tomboy24** » Sun Dec 02, 2012 12:17 am

AdamMZ wrote:
Adameil wrote: *Edited by admin* I AM TRYING TO COPE AND HEAL FROM TORTURE AND YOU COME HERE THROWING INTERNET MEMES!!?????????? *Edited by admin*

We all have been treated badly but that doesn't mean that you can go around pissing off people like that!!!!!!!!!! Even if I have been treated like sh*t in the past and have very tough time keeping anger/frustration inside - I DON'T GO AROUND MAKING PEOPLE FEEL THAT THEY'RE JUST WORTHLESS PIECES OF SH*T!!!!!!!

YOU'RE INVALIDATING OUR FEELINGS AND PAST EXPERIENCES!!!!!!

LEAVE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!

See Jake? Look what have you done?
*mumble* some people are so sensitive *mumble*
Yeah, sometimes he's mean. We're so sorry. (Jake!)
Yeah. We're sorry.

Adameil, I do not believe there was any malicious intent here. Rachael was not trying to control what you type, she was simply asking (albeit not in the best way) for there to be a trigger warning put in your post (which you did do, and I thank you for that, because without the trigger warning, we would've had a hard time reading the blue text as well). And Jake seems to be a jokester who did not mean any harm, but was simply trying to be funny, not realizing that it was inappropriate in such a serious situation. Both Rachael and Jake have now sincerely apologized, and despite Jake's reluctance to apologize, I can tell that he did not mean to offend or upset you, he was simply being the jokester he is and did not realize how his responses could be taken. I hope that we can all move past this misunderstanding peacefully and learn what we can from this experience so that similar misunderstandings can be avoided.

As for the original post, I'm glad you've found positive ways to riot and rebel, and that you're learning how to realize and fully accept your freedom to be who you are and do what you want, and nothing else. I'm sorry that the blue text feels such shame, and I hope that they will be able to see one day that s*x is not bad, they are not guilty of anything, they have not done anything wrong, and they are not dirty. It's ok to not like s*x, but it's important to also understand that it's not something bad, simply something that's not for you.

I hope you all feel better soon.

~The Hawk

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