Even now I dont fully know what happened during the lost time. All I can really do is recall my tale as best I can, and gradually my mind fills in the missing pieces. I am sorry this is short, but I only have a very brief time in the early evening before hymns when I can use the computer, so it may take some time to tell everything. But let me start at the beginning.
For as long as I can remember I've lived at the priory. I guess I must have had some kind of childhood, a mother and father, but I really dont remember any of that. Rarely, perhaps when smelling something unusual and strangely familiar, I get some kind of quick flash, just a brief strobe of a picture and then it's gone. From these, I've seen a woman, dark haired with bright eyes and smiling. And also a man, big and silent, in fact, almost somber, even though the woman often seems to be laughing and playfully touching him. I suspect these two might be my parents but that's all I have, just the flashes and my guesses. I dont think of it often, as we are quite busy here, waking at four o'clock for midnight prayers, and then I have my work at the orphanage, morning prayers, biblical study, afternoon prayers and evening hymns. I like the busy schedule, and as the prioress is fond of saying, 'Idle hands do the devil's work'. And so it was for as long as I can remember, the moon gliding smoothly through the night sky, the seasons marching from spring to fall, round and round never stopping. Until that day. Everything changed on that day.