Possible Onset?

Hi I am new to this forum and would like to introduce myself.

My first experience with mental illness was when I was 14 with depression; I am also diagnosed with ASD/ Aspergers syndrome. I came here to speak to people who already suffer from what I believe I am heading towards or are already there mentally. I have been psychotic for 3months. I suffer from. Auditory and Visual hallucinations, Disorganised speech/ behaviour, delusions/paranoia, and the negative symptons. This is all currently being treated as I am in hospital and I am taking 20mg of Aripiprazole.

To get to the point. One of my voices has been asking to take over my consciousness. He does this when I am engulfed by negative symptons especially, such as alogia, avolition etc. He says if he takes over he can be strong and productive and counteract my weakness; is this possible? Also I have felt a complete change in personality on a few occasions where I become a sociopath and begin to plot murders. This almost happened recently when I was prepared to assault nurses and kill murder but I was seemingly awakened out of a trance.

Has anybody had experience similar to these? Any advice? (I know the first paragraph is possibly the onset of a psychotic illness, I am refering to the second paragraph mainly)
Thanks a lot

ploease do not give in to the voices. They will hurt you/.destroy your life. tell someone right away. it sounds like it may be a psychosis, and c.an be treated. have you told the doctor or nurses? You probably need a med change. JacCrt When you can't talk right, can yu still type? Please excuse my typing my .aptop is broken.