(Phasing) Amensia.

Best way to put this for me i guess.

does anyone else do this?

I will go on for a certain period of life and wont remember anything important or key facts beforehand. However, later on. (Hours, days, or weeks rarely years later) I will remember both parts clearly.

I also "Switch" memory banks.

It's like i'm drawing from 2 different places when I try to think of my life.

When black or red is co concious with me I get all of blacks memories and they send me into a panic attack. Shortly afterwards, i'll completely forget I even had this and just keep moving on.

I used to have this very frequently almost 10 years ago, and hasn't been this frequent until recently.

(Or so I think)

However, lately i'm feeling like a single person much more. and that's the only type of dissociative amnesia i'm getting lately (That I know about)

Hi there.

You might get more replies about this in DID as what you're describing here is quite common in DID.

In regards to your comment

However, lately i'm feeling like a single person much more. and that's the only type of dissociative amnesia i'm getting lately (That I know about)

I just wanted to say, since I know you are uncovering your system, that many experience feeling more "singular" after their first discovery as a coping mechanism - a form of denial - so that it won't feel as overwhelming. That's not to say you aren't a more single person than before, because only you can know that. It's just good to keep on looking for therapy and meeting your parts

lifelongthing wrote:Hi there.

You might get more replies about this in DID as what you're describing here is quite common in DID.

In regards to your comment

However, lately i'm feeling like a single person much more. and that's the only type of dissociative amnesia i'm getting lately (That I know about)

I just wanted to say, since I know you are uncovering your system, that many experience feeling more "singular" after their first discovery as a coping mechanism - a form of denial - so that it won't feel as overwhelming. That's not to say you aren't a more single person than before, because only you can know that. It's just good to keep on looking for therapy and meeting your parts

Thanks for answering .

Yes, singularity is something that i go in and out of. It seems to slip my grasp when I REALLY try and think about it.