Feeling Lonely

Thiis was the second time i am posting about my loneliness.I am so distant from my home and i feel very strange here ,feel like idont belong to this place and am struggling to fit in.my close friends are just trying to do things that doesnot involve me and i feel i am lost.I am strugglibg because this need to survive here in this city.I need to make some money save some money so i can Live life look after myself my therapy and go ater better options.
But i have a strange feeling my life gets congeated to this city and i really dont believe in this city uou know..i have not a good feeling about this city.
I am becoming so co dependent here without my mother i feel alone.All the control stability was here but like my psych said if i try to live there nothing will get the way i want to be.like my parents will never understand me my struggles they only try to provide a comfort zone.
I need to struggle for what i want only i know what i want no one else knows it.
I have stopped smoking for some time that too is a reason of my lateat depression episode.And i have trouble adjusting with my new friends here.
Also i need to also learn.money doesnot buy happiness.ineed to look after myself..

Why not move out of this city?

ArchCannon wrote:Why not move out of this city?

the Problem is not abt the city,i was lonely earlier also but i had a comfort zone but now it is like i am entirely alone.