feeling down and low probably depressed

I just feel so down and low. I never seen a doctor, but i think i am depressed. Doctors put you on meds and I don't want that. I have so much crap going on in my life that sucks. Somedays i hate getting out of bed. The nights that i do sleep i am peaceful in my dreams. I have no job, no friends, and no one that i care about or loves me. Been talking to this girl for awhile but she was just playing games. No matter what, in life i am always the fool in life. I'm not suicidal. Too lazy to write a will and testiment. I just wish i could crawl under a rock and hideout. No one know or understand what i'm going through.

I'm sorry to hear your depressed too

Not having a good day or should I say 2yrs!!!

I'll talk if you want

life sucks, we were left here by sombody to figure it out and make it better for oursleves, so do somthing to make it better:) thats what i do, and i'm pretty content

Thanks "peace" & you all, I feel better already!