by moramind » Sat Jan 07, 2006 9:31 pm
i only smoked weed at first because of my depression, becasue it was the only way that i could get through a day, and now that i am on prozac, i don't have it anymore, i can handle life, and i don't need weed, the only problem is the REAL wnat for weed, is very heavy, i kinda wish i could quite, but i love it so much, maybe i should cut back and quit for awhile, the only problem is that my dad grows and buys a bunch, because he smokes at least once everyday, adn i'm up to that if not more, it's just addicting, the high, and i can control higher highs, like getting higher than most others, and well, i've just become addicted, i've been thinking about quitting, but it's so plentiful, and, well fun, and i don't drink or do anything else, nor plan too, and i say to myself, get while the gettins good right? but i guess if i don't quit now, then it'll just be harder later right
somtimes, it's like i want to touch these lights, and give into them become them, just a flash for a moment~in this world