worst christmas ever

this christmas sucks because it is the first christmas that i have been though with depression. i am ######6 pissed right now at everybody and i am all alone and i have no friends or nothing and it is pretty hard but i know that i am not going to killmyself

Hi Pat,
I'm really sorry that your depression is making Christmas suck for you. I've been getting depressed a lot lately, but mine is off and on, and I'm not depressed at all right now. Maybe you'll feel better Christmas morning. How old are you anyway?

*hugs* And I hope and pray that your Christmas will go really well, and that you'll feel better for a while!!!

~Element

pat,

I am sorry you feel bad, when I fee bad i have a lot things i try. helping others. taking it easy on judgement of myself and how well I am doing are a few of the best. Good luck.

Merry Whatever!

Walt

Hi Pat

First that it's really good decision. Then, Why are you pissed? What exactly going wrong? What makes it hard? Do you want people get closer? And are you willing to work on it to make it better?

Hey Pat sorry to hear ur feeling down these holidays to

this has been my worst christmas ever as well because my parents got into a huge fight christmas eve of all times and decided to break up but come chrismas morning they acted all fine and everything they are still together now but it made me quite angry and upset not because they didnt break up but because of the stress they put me through they said i had 2 choose in the morning what i was going to do go with mum or dad how can u choose beteen them realy? they are your parents any way also pat its my first christmas with depression to good luck i hope u can sort wht u need to sort out and also glad to hear your not going to kill your self hope to hear from u soon all the best for the days to come and have a merry christmas (or at least try)

Hi black cat

Your parents may be so involved with their feeling that they don't know what going on with you. You need to tell them how you feel. If you love them equally tell them that; Tell them that you don't want to choose. (I think there is option where you can leave half time with each parent.)

yeh thanks for your advise again O.K i think i will talk to them about it. i also want 2 find out what happened from going 2 bed thinking tomorrow i might have to get on a plane with mum or stay with dad to ok lets go out for lunch i was like :S whts going on and its been nearly a week now and no menion of the fight but i think ill take your advise and find out what happened and tell them how it made me feel thank you for the great advise