does anybody else ever.....

does anybody else ever just feel kinda numb? like they don't love or hate anybody? and they just don't care one way or the other?

yes i do get numb but i think in a differnt way it usually haappens after an extreeme emotion thats lasted long time eg. severe lowness, or anger, hyper. i wouldnt say i dont care i just shut down and stop functioning forget about the outside world, my theory is we do it as a form of protection when things get too much

yes, yes, thats me!

Yes I have felt that way quite often in recent years and even right now. Sometimes I feel like Im not alive Im just "existing". I feel very empty

yeah, but hopefully that'll go away soon, i'm now officially back on meds, which is risperdal 2mg and prozac 20mg, so hopefully it'll change, man i can barely type, i think the meds are making me high!!!!woo