haha, wel until i get on meds again, i've just been smoking weed every night just about, ....um yeah

but tear-i'll miss you, good to hear the depressions getting beter, thats the way i was, i posted in the schizophrenic forums a bunch, til i got over being so psychotic, and paranoid, but i'm back, lol o well, arg! i can't wait til i see my doc!!!!!, but yeah good luck, hey if ya live anywhere near east tn, or so, we can smoke up haha, o gawd...
somtimes, it's like i want to touch these lights, and give into them become them, just a flash for a moment~in this world