Stuck in a corner....

I wasn't just abused by one person. I was pretty much abused by everyone until I was 17 1/2. My dad, mum, brother, teachers, students, random people on the streets when I walked home even a few so called "friends". I wasn't safe anywhere....

I can't move out of home because I can't fully take care of myself because of what this does to me and the only rehab's here are drug rehabs and I don't do that kinda stuff so yeah....

It doens't really matter that I'm young since I've already lived a life time full of hell and so I already feel very old because of my experiences.

I keep on holding out thatt things will get better as they can't get any worse but they aren't getting any better in a few aspects so I don't know where my life is taking me except into another trip to hell.

well i did my best to help you, all i can say is you should go to rehab, and i am sure there is a hospital in your area. I would check your self in.

Ultimately its up to you, good luck!

Thanks for the advice =)

you're welcome hun

Well. I found te problem. Fun thing is I can either suffer for the rest of my life or die and stop my suffering and the suffering I cause others and I feel free finding that out.

I feel pretty humbled by how bad thing are going for you. I know our 4 cat's and kitten give me a smile every day, when little bite bites my toes to wake me up or paws my face lol it's funny, cat's are really loving that way, they want food somtimes two and try to get ya up any way they can cause they can't talk : p. May be get another kitty so you're one will have a play mate and you will have more kitties to love that love you back, I read you're having trouble with medication and thats no fun! i'm sorry about that, I just thought how cat's are really nice and wanted to say sumthin. - Jason

Thanks but can't afford anoter cat.

Welcome. Blah I forget about the cost of things cause I depend on my parent's at the moment and have no income of my own, that reminds me I was on a dumb site to find friends and this person wrote 'you must have a car and a job, I wan't a man not a boy' what the crap! was that all about lol that's me no job and no car, people sure can be mean seaScorpius. Hugs.

Society is mean. You have to pay for the most basic means such as food & water and if you can't then you're left to die. Your best friends are usualy your worst enemies. You're parents will always remark on how #######5 you are no matter what you do and no matter who you are there will always be people who think you're a loser. It's a very cruel and a very stupid world where greed rules the mirage'd world of society.

"Your best friends are usualy your worst enemies." - Very true in my opinion, 'my' seem's weird when I type it : \

Society is pretty messed up, usa has a messed up one for sure, i'm sure there are others all over this big ball world just the same. The perfect society in my opinion is in this movie \ book (gulliver's travels) I saw the movie and the part where there was this peacful society where every one shares there extra food in a market, then others who dident do as well in farming could take what they need from the extra in the market, it was really neat and better than I describe it, might check it out? : )

I can understand you're anger, depression turn's me into the mad hatter, peacful home or working that stuff has no concerns it's a mental health issue it's not like it has feelings or thoughts lol (self rambleing) but any way's... I blabble. : )