The Edge

HI,
I'm that chick that talked to you before on the other thread.

I'm really sorry that you're having a hard time right now!! But please DON'T kill yourself!!! IF you get help, you're life will have a chance to get a lot better, and you have so much ahead of you that you can enjoy, but the only way that you'll be able to enjoy it is if you choose NOT to throw your life away. Killing yourself just isn't the way to go!! I've heard suicide referred to as a permanent solution (if you really want to call it that!!) to a temporary problem. I've had thoughts of suicide before too, and I used to cut myself and stuff, but I'm so glad that I never actually killed myself. I just can't imagine how bad that would have hurt my family, and there are so many things that I would ahve missed out on. Please just don't kill yourself, just get some help!

~element

yeah, depression just sucks, i'm alot like you, thinking bout doing it everyday, not passing school. but when it comes to suicide, i always think about all of the people that love me, and i just would feel too guilty, so i carry on, til things get a little better, i've had depression all my life, my dad is emotinally abusive, and my mother was negletful, becasue she wa sbeing neglected like hell! but i'm not meaning anything funny, just like ###$! he ######6 used to beat her, it ######6 sucked, i've never been hit, but have i been afraid for my life? yes. and hey, try somthing to snap out of it a little biut by little bit, because i just ignored it until i was in a metal hospital being treated for major depression with psychotic features-almost like shizophrenia, so try some little things to make a little bit better. my friend sarah suggested they way she gets over hers when she gets it, she makes a list of everything she should do everyday, little things, because when you focus on the little things, the bigger things don't seem quite as big. well, i've been doing it a little, and it's already helped, i feel better by getteing somthing done, and not just giving up and giving into this disease, so try to focus on things like brushing your teeth, or taking out the trash, i promise that once you put in a little bit, it'll come back to you in a huge way

#2 on my list, get on pysch forums-done-i feel better about myself

-yeah it's corny as ###$, but ###$ that i feel better and not as hopeless, ###$ yeah, i guess