am i depressed?

yeah can anyone tell me whats going on here is what is happening

i went to a hospital because i told my mom that i wanted to kill myself and it thought that i was a danger to myself

the psychiatrist gave me zoloft and i started taking 25 mg. after a week it was moved up to 50 mg.

a week ago i had three panic attacks, one of which i went to the hospital for. we went back to a psychiatrist and he increased the dose of zoloft to 100 mg and perscribed azitban for the anxiety.

i do not feel good right now at school today i felt like i was in a ######6 dream and i couldnt concentrate and it is hard to remember anything from the last few days and it feels like i am losing my mind and when i go to school all i think about is either killing myself or trying to meditate myself into another type of conciousness so i dont have to go through my current state of mind which is weird.

what is going on? i am not mental health expert can anyone give a conclusion?

severe depression and suicidal thoughts go together along with lack of concentration. It's good you're getting help though.

look up symptoms of depression online

Some anti-depressants have actually been shown to INCREASE suicidal tendencies and thoughts, especially in younger people. You might consider talking to your doctor about easing off anti-depressants for a few weeks and seeing if theres any change.