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i feel like i am so useless. i want to just give up... i dont care about anything anymore but thats ok cause "anything" hasnt cared about me for a long time. there is nothing left to do but end it, end everything. i feel so alone, so pahtetic. i dont want to die like this but it feels like the only way out. please dont delete this tread cause i talk about suicide.
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hey there. i know how you feel. i think most of the people on this site do. i went through that same feeling for years. i hated everything, and i felt like there was just plain nothing out there for me. i literally felt worthless, like no one cared enough about me for any good reason. yea my family loves me, but what for? because they have to. i got put on some antidepressants, and after a huge scare/cry for help my life totally turned around. i haven't felt better for years. the biggest thing i regret in my life is the stupid attempt to take my life, but it changed my life around in a way that i will always be thankful for. the attempt was because i felt like there was nothing left for me. i wasn't GOOD at anything. i sucked at sports. i still do. my grades weren't anything special, still aren't. i didn;t have some spectacular boyfriend, still don't. nothing was perfect, and nothing is perfect. but those little peaks of interest i had in me that i had never bothered to pursue, i finally did. and even though the things i;ve bothered to pursue i only do a couple times a week, and sometimes i hate doing them, i still feel like i'm worth something. i switched schools (i have no idea how old you are so i don't even know if that would apply to you) and it was one of the scarriest things i ever did. but you know what? it was ok. it was perfectly fine. and i'm happier than i have been in years. life is a bitch, but don't let yourself down, and don't do anything to hurt yourself. please, get help. counsuling really hasn't helped me, but taking action has. do whatever you need to do, but people love you. that;s one of hte most important things i've realized. people love me for who i am, and not because they have to. good luck, and stay strong!