Ok from time to time, but when Im by myself, I feel hopeless

I feel ok when I am with my friends and everything, but when I am by myself I feel alone. I am 14 years old and theres this girl I like, I want to ask her out, but I am paranoid that she will hate me, I feel I am not worth her time. My friends dont understand why I dont ask her out and I just dont feel good enough for her. Kids my age usually go out and see their friends on the weekends, but I just spend the weekend at home on my computer, listening to music, or watching television. I fel like crying for no reason. I feel like I have no friends, even though I have 2 best friends. When I am walking with a friend at school and he ditches me to hang out with another kid I feel really sensitive about it like I am not worth anyones time. in the past I did recall eating and sleeping disorders even though they were not treated. I feel like my eating disorder is trying to come back to haunt me now. Everytime I think about the girl I like I feel like Im not good enough for her... Am I depressed?

some people just prefer to be inside alone or on the computer. I know I do. Some people are extroverted some are introverted thats just the way it is. Theres nothing wrong with you if you don't wanna spend time (usually wasted time anyway) with other kids. One thing I will tell you though love hurts, it does, if you get rejected if you don't it will hurt. Best advice avoid it haha for now anyway, but I know well you should tell her you like her. Just Carpe Diem and see what happens if she likes you if she doesn't just don't set yourself up for a disapointment if it doesn't go right. Though knowing is better then never knowing you know?

You, to me, sound normal. If you think you have depression though go see your school counsler or a psychologist and get evaluated.