by runner » Sun Sep 18, 2005 11:49 pm
Dear Friend, everyone had bad moments in life, it is on us to see what is problem and to solve them. If we can't see what is problem someone otheer will see it, and try to help us. Otherwise there are no problems. Who will gonna help us - if we dont help each other? Listen my story - i have lost my mother and my father, my brother and i go to our aunt, and we live ten years in hers house. Should i tell you how my parents miss me and my brother? Now, i want to give everything to make my family again at sunday's lunch! Whole family is meeting at table. That is something that i miis too! My mother died 10 years before and father 4 years. For that time my brother and i may get out of school, drink alcohole, use drugs, cigarettes, and live worthless. No - we did not. My brother is finishing his Music Academy, and he is very srtong mental person, i am good sportist, and i also have one exam to finish my college, i train so hard and i get result, and i work, i have good job. All of that things are not fall from sky. That was my effort and my choice. I make choice what will i do in my life! And i always says : you must give your best, you must find some good values in your life. Everyone have it. You must find it. I have lots of fears, but i am fighting with it - you must be strong. No, you don't want to die, please dont think on that way. You should know taht god give us this life. We must help each other, and we must help us! You must find good things in your life. When i have some problems, and when i feel unlucky and nervous, when i feel anger and pain, i go to run. That is my valve. You must find your valve, i tell your self : I will make it, i will do my best, i am efficient. No one asked us are we want to born or not - because we cant think, and we havent claim to take our lives when we want. Everytime, when you feel bad, just think i am healthy and look other sick people, some of they lives like they are not sick, they enjoy in life. That is very hard but you must look that from your side! Everithings coming from our mind, you must control it - if you can think so much bad, can you reroute that negative energy to positive, which will help you. You should only have one good step for begining . Please be strong, find girl, find good friends, make your family good, and tell them : "I love you". It is small words but it is so so strong! Belive in yourself!
Even if there are no limits, that is not reason why we shouldn’t go to them.