Perhaps i should just end it?

After all that has been said in this topic I think that your best option to begin enjoying life's fruitfullness is by moving out of your parents home. Perhaps you know somebosy in yor new course that has a room available to rent.

I'm basing this on previous experience. I have many friends who moved out at the ages of 18 to 22. Of those that had difficulties with their parents all said that their lives dramatically improved afterwards.

I want to thank everyone for their support in this forum, you have all been extremely helpful, kind, and supportive.

I have decided to take hold of my life now, and fight for it.

I have plans now, i am going to get a job, ake enough money to move out, whilst im studying, and then im sure it will get better.

Thx again so much!

Cuidaté my friend. Take care.

Dear Friend, everyone had bad moments in life, it is on us to see what is problem and to solve them. If we can't see what is problem someone otheer will see it, and try to help us. Otherwise there are no problems. Who will gonna help us - if we dont help each other? Listen my story - i have lost my mother and my father, my brother and i go to our aunt, and we live ten years in hers house. Should i tell you how my parents miss me and my brother? Now, i want to give everything to make my family again at sunday's lunch! Whole family is meeting at table. That is something that i miis too! My mother died 10 years before and father 4 years. For that time my brother and i may get out of school, drink alcohole, use drugs, cigarettes, and live worthless. No - we did not. My brother is finishing his Music Academy, and he is very srtong mental person, i am good sportist, and i also have one exam to finish my college, i train so hard and i get result, and i work, i have good job. All of that things are not fall from sky. That was my effort and my choice. I make choice what will i do in my life! And i always says : you must give your best, you must find some good values in your life. Everyone have it. You must find it. I have lots of fears, but i am fighting with it - you must be strong. No, you don't want to die, please dont think on that way. You should know taht god give us this life. We must help each other, and we must help us! You must find good things in your life. When i have some problems, and when i feel unlucky and nervous, when i feel anger and pain, i go to run. That is my valve. You must find your valve, i tell your self : I will make it, i will do my best, i am efficient. No one asked us are we want to born or not - because we cant think, and we havent claim to take our lives when we want. Everytime, when you feel bad, just think i am healthy and look other sick people, some of they lives like they are not sick, they enjoy in life. That is very hard but you must look that from your side! Everithings coming from our mind, you must control it - if you can think so much bad, can you reroute that negative energy to positive, which will help you. You should only have one good step for begining . Please be strong, find girl, find good friends, make your family good, and tell them : "I love you". It is small words but it is so so strong! Belive in yourself!

Thx chucky, you have been a good friend!

And runner, i have just posted i want to live, and i am going to live, i no longer have any negative feelings towards myself, however, i have no love for my parents, and will never, but thx for posting. You have just given me more confidence in myself, and i will use that, and im glad your life turned out ok

Just to let you all know, for personal reasons all my posts will be deleted in 12 days time, i jus wanted to make sure everyone saw that i thanked all those that helped me

dear Friend, you can tell me any of your problems and i will try to help you! I am glad to make your mind think about good things! That is something very very good!

Live your life with plenty comfort!

No problem man...


Wishing you all the luck in my heart right now...

Take care of yourself.

Note: Some of the posts in this thread were removed at the request of the initial poster.