suicide

I have always been strong throughout anything thrown my way. I was always the one to hold my head high and help everyone despite them throwing nothing but $#%^ back. I’m tired of $#%^ keep happening whenever I try to help others or be positive. I’ve survived a lot but have lost my will to live. I'm exhauted. The world and people are against me in turn I’ve learnt to be against the world. I don’t like feeling this way and need out.

I'm concerned. I hope you are alright <3

Please try to hang in there, and *hugs*

I know it's rough at times, and I myself feel like life is hopeless sometimes. (I even have a post here on feeling hopeless)

I know how you feel, I'm extremely nice to people, and have literally been abused for my efforts.

The one to remember; is that no matter how rough things are now, is that things can change, even for the better. Right now is just that, right now. It's not forever.

My ex husband killed himself, and he caused his family a lot of pain, I've seen them cry for over a month after his death, and he was an awful, mean, hateful, and abusive person.

With you being so nice, I'm sure people will miss you greatly, and you will cause others tons of pain if you choose suicide.

So please hang in there, things will get better. Your day will come, and you will be rewarded for all the great things you've done for others.

I'm fine just hit a low the other day cos of lots of stuff going on. Just made me look like a stupid prick. I dont like asking for help but that was my way of doing so.

Don't worry about it. I don't think it made you look stupid. Glad to know you are fine.

Thanks

sometimes the strong need to be the weak. theres no shame in that. if you need a break, vent, cry, withdrawl for a few days. get YOU back together.