hi, i'm close to doing 'it', but will 'deal' & live......

thanx for reading.....

i am determined to liv , cuz i can still help someone.............even if it's my cat..................i love her,....and she's very devoted to me....................did i help jack? who knows................i can help someone.......i think that might be worth something...............
lots of mistakes here cuz i'm so drunk..................my reason for living is 0 cat & my mom.


it's worth a lot...............will anyone write to me????????????????


i hurt, & want to survive o help others..........that's all i'm worth.....................talk to me...........i'm actually a good person, for what' it's worth., write to me..............i,m close to checking out.............................thanx..................

offbeatgrl53pf

God, You are so worth being on this planet. Sure you're cat and your mom need you but you are worth something. Don't take yourself out of the game.

Jen,

Thanks a Million for your kind reply - You are a sweetheart.

Read your first post on this topic again...


It had positives and was over the boundary into the zone of confidence with the future. *tight hug* You're a SuperStar. You CAN indeed help others. Do it, offer your experience with depression and life and use it to help others. They need it. Talking openly about problems is the way to get things better.


You just gotta smile for me right now even if you don't want to. Do it.

Chucky,

Just read your generous response - You give me hope........

Maybe I Am needed.

Thank you SO much!!


offbeat

You most certainly are needed. If you can be happy or at least content with your own physical and mental state then you are ready to start helping others. use your power and help them - They need you.

Be nice to people as it's very refreshing. Take things easy...

*Super Hug*

I like what Chucky has written. When I was young, I wanted to kill myself. I'm so glad that I didn't. My life eventually turned around, and I have had many, many great times. I was with my grandkids for the last two weeks. If I had done myself in, those kids would probably never have come into existance.
Good Luck,
Jim S

That's extremely refreshing what you wrote jims...About the grandkids.


Here stands a proud and happy man...A survivor. You have given me hope right here tonight.

Thank you