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Postby Valkyrie » Mon Jul 18, 2005 8:53 am

Jack I hope you're OK, it sounds like you had a tough weekend... I know it doesn't sound like it now but things will get better for you. It's really hard but it will eventually happen. In the meantime just don't lose hope, don't kill yourself PLEASE! We all know the reason you've come to this forum is because you don't really want to do it, you want us to all understand you - and we do, we're with you 100%, we know how you feel. So please please just keep writing and know that you have friends here who would love to help you and think you're great. Now you just need to think the same of yourself. Please don't give up. xx
"I think you ought to know I'm feeling very depressed" - Marvin the Paranoid Android, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
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Postby mermaidmo » Mon Jul 18, 2005 12:40 pm

Hey Cool Jack, 8)

YOU have to get some help. I would guess that most of us have had to see different doctors before we've found someone who was helpful.

You sound like your very angry with yourself. You obviously recognize that you need hellp. You reached out to us. We're here supporting you, will you please call 911 or go to your local hospital.

You've got to get help. Take a taxi to a hospital that's further away, if you don't feel that you can help where you've gone before.

Suicide -- wrong choice. Things will change. You're making assumptions that nothing can change for you. Life will change. I'm alot older than you. It's taken me years of perserverence to find someone helpful. It hasn't been easy. Have had some good things along the way. You're much too young. Your just a babe.
I want you to get some help.

Will be watching for your post. :)

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Postby Guest » Mon Jul 18, 2005 7:11 pm

Ok its like this I have a problem I hate my farther I guess its becasue he hates me and we get into fist fights and if I die he would not give a damn and nor will I Cause I am so sick of this life and having to live it just going on dady to day is hard just getting up in the morning sucks cause I am alaways thiking of how worthless I am just like everyone tells me.
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Postby offbeatgrl53pf » Mon Jul 18, 2005 7:39 pm

Jack,

The problem w/ your dad....It'll resolve itself soon....You will be out of his house.

Keep us posted.........
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Postby mermaidmo » Tue Jul 19, 2005 12:41 am

Hey Cool Jack,

All this WORTHLESS stuff is just WORTHLESS. It's part of depression. I know, you really think it's true, but you are so WRONG. That's your depression talking. What are you going to do about it? Are you in school or what? I'd like to know where you can get some help? Tell me.

The father stuff. Yeah, it's often is part of depression territory, mother stuff too, but it can be worked out -- YES, it's true. It's also true that you don't have to continue to feel the way you do.


You have a responsibility to yourself to get some help for yourself. Never mind that you feel you are worthless. The truth is that this is a wrong assumption about yourself. You are as worthy as the rest of us. You see I've been where you are, but I ain't there anymore, jellybean cause I got HELP and by the way, worked really hard to get to where I am now. :)


Waiting to hear from you.

Warmly,

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Postby Guest » Tue Jul 19, 2005 9:04 pm

Hello everyone as you all know I have so much on mind but now today I have never felt this depressed before it sucks to feel like this I just want to get rid of this hell and start over but I cant cause i have ###$ up way to damn much now I have broekn down and caved into all the pressure. I have seen docs, been to hostippals and seen psychs no one could help I was already told by the doc there is no hope for me. So I am leaving you ladies and gentelman with this thought.


Well I guess I closed my eyes
And just imagined everything's alright
But I could not hide the tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
They were sent to wash away those years
but My anger's violent
But still I'm silent
When tragedy strikes at home
I know this decadence Is shared by millions .
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Postby Guest » Wed Jul 20, 2005 10:30 pm

Hello everyone today I have never felt this #######5 before I really feel like I am going to slip but I am trying to hang on for as long as I can but I am failing as I am trying to hang on this life I live is so hard and am sure everyone in this entire forum as a difficult life.

But I just wanna die so bad just to escape this hell torment and life. peace out everyone I love you all and thanks for your help.
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Postby Guest » Thu Jul 21, 2005 6:14 pm

Hello everyone I have not gotten a response to this forums post I just wanted to say this may be my very las post cause I cant take it anymore the pain the hurt and the hate has risen and is trying to escape and in doing so has clouded my judgement and made me so depressed and now I wanna die even mor nobody can help me out of this rut and no docs, & psych can help me out I guess it is true I am better off dead.
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Postby mermaidmo » Thu Jul 21, 2005 6:44 pm

Hi Jack

Please re-read my last post. Several of us have written to you.

We have communicated with you, supported you and shared our experiences with you. I think that I can safely say that everyone
recognizes that you need to get HELP.

You appear to be very stubborn. You don't seem to have provided us with any indication that you are getting any help.

I mean no disrespect, buy why are you writing to us, if you don't seem interested in getting some help? It's kind of hard to keep writing to "a know it all". Don't forget that we've been where you are now and we' recognize that you need to get some help and that your read on your situation is incorrect.

Please be respectful of us too.

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Postby element » Sat Jul 23, 2005 5:31 pm

I was very afraid that I'd come back and you'd be gone. I"m glad that you aren't!! Please get some help. Please. I will try to respond to the rest of what you said later. It's not at all that I don't want to right now, but I can't. As in, am not able to. But please take care, and I hope I can respond to you soon!!
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