Hey Cool Jack,
All this WORTHLESS stuff is just WORTHLESS. It's part of depression. I know, you really think it's true, but you are so WRONG. That's your depression talking. What are you going to do about it? Are you in school or what? I'd like to know where you can get some help? Tell me.
The father stuff. Yeah, it's often is part of depression territory, mother stuff too, but it can be worked out -- YES, it's true. It's also true that you don't have to continue to feel the way you do.
You have a responsibility to yourself to get some help for yourself. Never mind that you feel you are worthless. The truth is that this is a wrong assumption about yourself. You are as worthy as the rest of us. You see I've been where you are, but I ain't there anymore, jellybean cause I got HELP and by the way, worked really hard to get to where I am now.
Waiting to hear from you.
Warmly,
shrinkrapper