I WANNA DIE CAN ANYONE HELP

chickadee, I agree with you.

RAIKN is very ignorant, or just flat out blind to think that no one cares about this guy. I mean come on, look at all of the people who have tried to reach out to him on here. It's OBVIOUS that people care about him. And he's not a #######1, a #######1 is a stick, Genius!!

I have edited out Raikin's post....we simply won't tolerate posts of that nature on a site such as the intent of Psych Forums. Raikin can know that if he/she posts like that again, future posts will be edited as well....or he/she can be banned from the site.


If I have missed any in this thread, please let me know and I'll take care of them!

I'm about to break.
This is my fate
Why am I still damned to a life
Of misery and hate?

The pressure's tightening.
I don't even want to try.
Should I take all that stupid #######4?
What makes them think they can get away with
it?
I'm not happy.
I wish they just... ###$ OFF

I dont want to feel like $#%^ anymore I am sick of being happy one minute and then sad the next, this up and down cycle is ######6 pissing me off and I feel like I am going to break, I already know my life sucks but I dont need it to keep on sucking the way it does. I am tired of having these memories of ppl who have ###$ with me and all the $#%^ my mom has put me through and all the $#%^ I have put her and my dad through. I am sick of trying to figure out who I am in this ###$ planet we call earth. I am sick of trying to figure out what my sexual pref is. Last I AM SICK OF MY CRYING ASS BITCHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now I"m really annoyed. I had typed you this long response, but it apparently didnt' get through. I'm praying for you though adn I hope you choose to hang in there.

Element sorry if thats not spelt right. Anyway I have been hanging in there the best I can u know. Sometimes I will be happy then in the blink of an eye I will be sad or depressed. I belive if I dont get help very soon something bad is going to happen I have been feeling that for quite sometime. I hopw u are doing alright.

Angel can u please please send me Raikens response. Send in a pm or something.

Hey,
I know you've been hanging in there, and I'm glad you have. I'm sorry that it's been so hard though. I know how you feel about being so happy and then before you know what's happened you're so depressed you want to kill yourself. I've struggled with that for a good while now. I"m glad you realize that you need help though, and I relaly hope you'll get it, because I do care about you, and I think you'd be a lot happier if you oculd get help. As long as you've been hanging in there, you deserve to feel better. I"ll still be praying for you and thinking of you. I wish you th eabsolute best.

Do you still have a job? If so how's that going?

*hugs* I hope things get better for you really soon!!

Oh and about Raikn's response, it was really stupid. I don't think you should read it, but that's between you and Angel, I guess.

Oh and you mentioned trying to figure out your sexual prefrence. Well, I personally believe that God created men for women and women for men, not man for man or woman for woman. Just because people have called you a #######1 or said you were gay doesn't mean you are or that you should be. Just don't let stupid name callers convince you that your'e gay. You should know if you're gay or not.

*hugs*

Love,
element

Element what u said was so beautiful, I cried. I still have my job and I kick ass at it hehehe. Um as for Rakin's response I really would love to know what he/she said. element and everyone else in this topic I wanna thank each and everyone of u from th bottom of my heart u all have helped me hang in there with the words u all speak. I just took a Total multivitamin they also make cereal and I feel happier inside. When I turn 19 in april I am going to move out and start a new life so I dont hurt myself and when I move out I am going to go get help, I hope this helps everyone hehehehe.

hey everyone. I tried to off myself about 2 wks ago. The pressure and stress just got to be too much. took a BUNCH of narcotics. wanted to go to sleep forever. police came there was a big blur and I'm still here today. I still feel pretty depressed, however I can't imagine why I wanted to leave my daughter. I love her so much and never want her to feel pain. I don't think I'd try anything again. I'ts all just sooo hard................

Remorsful I am so sorry about what happend. But look bro life will get better trsut me just hang in there. Do what I do talk to god or pray to him. It works for me or if that does not work come here and vent just dont hurt yourself I would hate to see u go. I have learned to hang in there when the goings get tuff and things will get better from the wonderful ppl in this forum.