by Clinpsych » Thu Mar 31, 2011 4:28 am
Hey there, let me see if i can help.
Couple of quick questions:
1.) How do you feel in the mornings, as opposed to how you feel in the evenings?
2.) What type of inhibitors were you prescribed? There are different kinds, and some people are inherently immune to some types (if unsure, you can list the medications you took, and i can classify them). Please include dosages, time of day taken, how often they were taken daily, and other medications you were/are on.
3.) Depression is often present with some other types of mental disorders, such as ADHD and Anxiety Disorders. Have these ever been mentioned to you, and were you screened for them?
4.) What has been your results in talk therapy about your lack of emotions? Have you tried talk therapy for help with this specific problem?
5.) Is it possible you may experience these emotions, but are unfamiliar with them? (Think about this one before answering. Don't blindly say you feel nothing, just numbness. If you can reflect and truly say there is only numbness, that's fine. I just want to be as sure as possible that what we are dealing with is what we think it is. Learning to recognize emotions again is something quite a few people who struggle with depression have to work at. I know i did.)
6.) Do you have a history of mental disorders in your family? If so, which disorders?
7.) Any illegal drug use?
(***I realize some people would feel uncomfortable providing the answers to some of these questions. That's fine, i wont press if you are uncomfortable. Answer only ones in your comfort zone, and answer honestly please. The more information we have to look at, though, the better chance we have at deciding a course of action***)
While all these answers may help us form a more clear picture, it still may take time and work for emotional recovery. What worked best for me was talk therapy. I'm a huge fan of talk therapy above all else. When i was involved in talk therapy, part of my recovery was learning how to recognize my emotions, and learning when it was ok to be mad at someone, or when it was normal to feel sadness (not depression, warranted sadness, like if my dog died or something), or when it is normal to be anxious. I even had to relearn when it was appropriate to feel anger for being blatantly cheated out of money by someone else.
Talk therapy is a step that should be taken before all other steps, because a counselor/psychologist has had a complete education in these matters, and can provide information about things such as medications, symptoms, screenings for other possible disorders and can even discuss and answer the questions about Anhedonia you have. Also, i would trust a psychologist over a website for information. You KNOW the psychologist has degrees and certifications for exactly these types of things. A website can lie, be unintentionally misleading, or misinterpreted.
Hang in there, ill visit back often should you want to chat a bit more,
~Robert
Edit: Had to include a bit more info, and corrected some grammatical errors.
The mind makes a terrible master, but a powerful servant.