My Life is a big joke..

My life experience is so pathetic.. I've been through so much B.S. with my family, work, & the people outside, I was always picked on at school, I got hit by my parents a lot even as an adult..

I've been bckstabbed by people who I thought where my friends, I never even experience a sexual relationship because I always get rejected ever since High School, & now this guy I thought I'm going to have a relationship with is gay..

Now I have no friends, NOBODY.. I don't deserve to be alive.. I've been through several therapists but most of them sucked...


Now I've become a bitter person, I ignore people or curse them out if they get on my nerves, I have a bitter attitude, I'm not a friendly person because of this BS Ive been through in my life.

People in this world are so cruel.. I'm really suffering..

everyone's life is a joke beautiful.

it's true you're bitter and a non-loveable person.
but you can change it. try reading 'the art of loving' by Erich Fromm.

regards and calm down.

PhoenixTrue wrote:it's true you're bitter and a non-loveable person.

Uh... What the hell is that?

Don't listen to this guy.

I laughed. Life is only how you see it. There is honestly truth to that. Think about the things that you care about. Who put them into your head? Society? What is family anyway... Etc.

Odditys wrote:

PhoenixTrue wrote:it's true you're bitter and a non-loveable person.

Uh... What the hell is that?

Don't listen to this guy.

I totally agree, if certain people can't say anything supportive then they shouldn't say anything at all...

Depression is extremely common...

Pessimists are much more likely to be depressed.
(And vice-versa, but that just leads to an unhelpful cycle)

Take a positive outlook on life, try new things. Lots of new things. I know it's not that simple, but it will help. If you have problems with motivation, get friends/family to help you do things. And talk about it. If you hold in how you're feeling, it could manifest itself into something damaging. Well done for speaking out about how you're feeling.

Perhaps antidepressants may help...But as I said, speaking about it, with a doctor, should be the first thing you do if this continues.

People are cruel :/, some people don't desearve a bad life, but don't let that make you a bitter person. Think of this as just another hinderence you need to overcome. Some how I think people who have gone through hell are more wiser on how the world works then someone who has jsut been smooth sailing through life. Everyone has problems. I don't think i desearve to live, I think im an awful person. I don't accept myself, because I don't know who I am. I have two different sides/personalitys if you will thats inside. I cant even look people in the eye anymore. If you ever want to talk feel free to PM me, talking helps.