feeling unwanted

i can gaurantee you that the only thing i will do is weed!if you were close id shake on it.i grew up with my parents smoking crack,drinking and who knows what else theyve done.i want no part of that $#%^.the worse thing i do when high is laugh my ass off at something completely stupid.my psycologist doesnt disaprove of it either.it just give me a couple hours of no worries,no nightmares,no flashbacks.my friends mess with me and love it.i dont mind it gives them a good laugh if they are having a rough day and i laugh as well.

well i tried to call my sister today a few times.i have a nextel with direct connect only that i was able to use for the day.i beeped her and it said she was unavailable.so i waited a bit and tried again.i even alerted her phone and got no answer.seen my dad.he didnt seem to interested in seeing me.asked how my dog was and all he said was she was still there.in 4 months ive seen my dog for maybe 3 days.i love my dog,she is the onlything i have left.the only one that doesnt get mad or yell at me.she loves me no matter what.she sleeps in bed with me and everything.but im not there and i dont have a place where i can have her.i miss sleeping with her.i use her as a pillow.and when i feel lonely or feel like crying i can cuddle up with her and know she loved me.i can talk to her withot her thinkin im crazy or something.ok tears are starting,time to think of something else.

Dogs are fabuloud creatures indeed, Rich. I once had one but he is dead a few years now. They seem to all be inherently born with knowledge of how to be an excellent friend to us. Is it possible to love a dog more than a human? - certainly. They do not talk, but they offer an emotional bond that some humans can never create.

Kevin

its not certanly its definately.i love my dog more than i love my mother.

I just got a sudden image now of you going back home, taking your dog, and then getting the hell out of there and driving out into the distance. What breed of dog is she/he anyway?; and what's her/his name? Did you know that Border-Collie's (i.e. - 'Sheep-dogs') are the most intelligent dogs?

Kevin

she is a pitbull.and her name is cookie cuz she looks like an oreo cookie.12 years old.she is my baby!!!she loves kids and people.ive had her 8 years and have been around her since she was born.if it was possible right now your vision would come true.

here she is if the links work.and please becareful as there are pictures of a bad accident that my sister was in where she almost killed herself and both of my nephews.they are in the "more ford stuff"album on the last page

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Rich, your dog looks awesome! Looks like the kind of dog you'd love to give a big hug to. I think I saw a picture of you on that site too, with your kid on the bike (?). All looks awesome Rich - It's nice to put a face to the name. There are pictures of me on my website, if you wanna take a look. I'm only a youngster really (25)!

yup that would be me and my son on the quad.and ya shes a big snuggle bug.she loves it when you give her rasberries on her belly.i just wish pitbulls didnt have such a bad reputation.ive had many pitbull haters that met my dog and fell in love with her.my friend has one at his office.he looks mean and all but is the biggest baby.another one that loves kids and people.

I dislike all of the bad publicity surrounding pitbulls too but, you know what? - It's only because they have a bad reputation that we hear about them. I mean, there are probably countless attacks by dogs each week, but only the ones by Pitbulls are mentioned. It's so pathetic really, that the mass media could be so biased on this and a range of other issues too.