Feeling like sh*t today [TW] I need help

I've been feeling like ######6 $#%^ this weekend. Feeling more worthless and hopeless as I normally would. Things got worse when I had to give an oral exposition, I wasn't feeling okay to study and practice the presentation so I didn't even bothered in coming to class. I felt very guilty, useless and wanted to die so I *mod edit* If my mum and dad discovers that I missed class today *mod edit* they will probably kill me as they don't know that I may have depression. I'm so afraid of them right now. What should I do? I'm 18 and I already go to a psychiatrist

First... you must be careful and not cut in or around the throat is extremely dangerous. Please don't do that again. If it's at bad as you described go to the hospital.

I saw you said you're seeing a psychiatrist, that's good. Are you being open and honest with them? That is really important in making sure you get the proper care.

From my point of view, you should tell your parents. It is important to keep you safe.

If you need to talk I'm available. So let's talk this out.

Be Safe!

Amanda

AmandaBroken wrote:First... you must be careful and not cut in or around the throat is extremely dangerous. Please don't do that again. If it's at bad as you described go to the hospital.

I saw you said you're seeing a psychiatrist, that's good. Are you being open and honest with them? That is really important in making sure you get the proper care.

From my point of view, you should tell your parents. It is important to keep you safe.

If you need to talk I'm available. So let's talk this out.

Be Safe!

Amanda

Thanks for the advice. I did it and I was sent to a mental hospital in wchich I met my ex girlfriend who destroyed my life and made me feel ever worse and I tried to suicide

Destroyed your life? How, if you wish to talk about it....