How can I stop feeling like crap?

People can compliment me and it just feels like they're doing it because they feel sorry for me. It's like I can sense their natural dislike for me and they tell me that I'm paranoid. I can't relate to anyone. I wanna talk about fairies, magic, superheroes, fecal matter and masochism but most people wanna talk about drama. I've been working at McD's for almost 4 years and I'm sick of it . I can't be myself when I'm up there. So, I can't dance, rub my butt across the floor like a dog and people try to get me to quit eating the bugs . I wanna do something with my life that I actually enjoy . I'm thinking about becoming a vagabond and travel the world. I wanna feel free for once.

Well, why don't you?