Why do I want to live?

yes, im not living on my own till m 19. Im trying to contact my case worker but she hasnt answered her phone and I left like 3 messages so she ahsnt written me back. This is frustrating. I overdosed on my pills last night. I took 1200mlg of Serequil and thats why I just now woke up. I couldnt sleep last night so I took more pills. Im only suppose to have 300mlg but I took 4 of those pills. Im never gonna do that again though because I slept all day. I also cut myself with a razor so im back to wearing long sleeves again...
I hate this time of my life...I hope its gonna get better

Healing Angel wrote:yes, im not living on my own till m 19. Im trying to contact my case worker but she hasnt answered her phone and I left like 3 messages so she ahsnt written me back. This is frustrating. I overdosed on my pills last night. I took 1200mlg of Serequil and thats why I just now woke up. I couldnt sleep last night so I took more pills. Im only suppose to have 300mlg but I took 4 of those pills. Im never gonna do that again though because I slept all day. I also cut myself with a razor so im back to wearing long sleeves again...
I hate this time of my life...I hope its gonna get better

it WILL get better, once you are out on your own

try to distract yourself with school work, stay in your college's library or commons area as much as possible so you dont have to be at home