how am i supposed to get help i need to get out of this *TW*

So, I'm Teenager, and obviously, depressed. I've been seeing my school's therapist for the past few weeks, and it's helping, but it's not enough. The therapist recommended that I see a psychiatrist and possibly start up on an antidepressant; she said it would help me get through the year and I do need that help. She gave me the number for the psychiatrist so I could give it to my parents. I gave my parents this number last Wednesday (August 24). I had a conversation with my (step-)mom where she said I wasn't clinically depressed. Honestly, if I'm not clinically depressed then why am I being referred to a PSYCHIATRIST for an ANTIDEPRESSANT? In order to talk to the therapist again next Wednesday (September 7), and keep seeing her this year, my parents have to sign a form as well. Aside from that one conversation, we haven't talked about it. And every time I even bring up my depression or even make a JOKE about something like it, my dad gets really upset. I get that he doesn't like me feeling that way, but making an angry face doesn't help me to stop feeling it. My parents are very reluctant to start me on an antidepressant because they see a lot of risks in missing a day, etc, etc. But if I don't get extra help soon, I will surely get worse, as I've been doing. I've started cutting and lately I've been skipping lunch. I've been contemplating telling them about this time I nearly attempted suicide, but I think they will believe I'm just saying that to get their attention. Should I tell them? Should I argue with them about letting me see that psychiatrist? What do I do?

The only way you're going to get help with this is to somehow insist and get your parents approval to get you some help. Whether it be a counsellor, therapist and a doctor, perhaps a psychiatrist as well. Maybe if you do a google search on literature you can find something to help you learn more and show them what your findings are. That's what I would do.

I do understand how parents can dismiss a child and their words seeking help. But don't quit trying, because your mental health is very important. Let us know how it goes, if you can.