I am really depressed, bored and want to die

Nothing matters to me anymore. I have no purpose in life. Just want me to die. Very bored. I do not work and haven't in a few years.

There seems to be nothing to live for.

Sometimes sharing with others and receiving feedback helps us feel better. Would you like to share more? I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. I too, recall, feeling this way in the far off past. I am well now, but back then it was not easy. Do you have a therapist to talk to, as that definitely helps because they have heard it all and can help guide you in your feelings that you share here, with their expertise.

I've been wanting to die for a long time now.

I'm not suicidal although I think about ways of killing myself.

I'm really not into actually doing it as I probably couldn't go through with it.. Instead, I'd rather live horribly and miserable..

Sorry if this wasn't the reply you was wishing to read but I know how you're feeling..

I often think how I'll die..Maybe I'll get run over by a bus or train or something. I kinda have no purpose in life..

To be honest, I'm not really living at all. just surviving..

quietgirl2538 wrote:Sometimes sharing with others and receiving feedback helps us feel better. Would you like to share more? I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. I too, recall, feeling this way in the far off past. I am well now, but back then it was not easy. Do you have a therapist to talk to, as that definitely helps because they have heard it all and can help guide you in your feelings that you share here, with their expertise.

Yes I have a therapist I talk to every week!

That's great that you have a therapist! Even though my depression has gone away more recently, I continue to see her every other month or every 3 months.

You can talk to us as well. Your therapist might not know how it feels (although you'd be surprised how many people in mental illness professions have their own mental problems...) but we do.

Hugs if wanted.